Saturday, January 3, 2004
Currently listening to: Hoobastank - Disappear
Hi guys. How is everyone on the last Saturday before we have to return to school? Me? I could be a whole lot better. The past several days for me have been spent swimming in a pool of my own lonliness. And I only seem to be getting worse.
This whole not-having-a-girlfriend lonliness seems to have branched out into other forms of lonliness. I have realized how lonley I've felt over the past months. I can't seem to ever pull myself away from the computer when I have no one to do anything with. This is because I sit here for hours wanting to talk to someone. I can't stay away from the computer for long. If I go to play a game, I always come back hoping someone has said something to me, but usually no one does. I can't hardly play any of my games anymore, and I've discovered it's because of the lonliness.
I've also felt like some of my friends don't like to me. I don't know. Just all of this other stuff just makes me think even more and stuff. It's just that I don't get to do things with alot of my friends anymore. I think I'm over-reacting.
I just seem to be getting worse... It's not that I just want a girlfriend now, I just want someone to talk to also. I don't think anyone realizes how much better I feel if someone just talks to me. I wish all of this would end soon. I hate it. I can barely take it. If I didn't have the friends I have, my life would not be worth living. I am so thankful for them.
And we have school to go to on Monday, which is not going to help at all. The only parts of the day I ever enjoy are second and third period, along with lunch. Those are the only times of the day I'm with my friends. Those are usually the times of the day I don't feel bad. And I have homework I need to do. God...
Well, I don't think I have much else to say. So I guess I'm gonna end this entry here. I hope everyone who reads this never has to feel lonely like this.
Byebye
	posted by John - 2:51 pm


Friday, January 9, 2004
Currently listening to: Everlast - White Trash Beautiful
Hi guys. I think I'm back to my normal emotional state. I haven't felt depressed in a few days. No telling how long this will last. I hope it goes on forever. I hate being depressed. It's not fun.
Today has been alot of nothing, which is good. School was closed and I REALLY didn't feel like going. Although I feel this way everyday. I hate school. I've got no reason to like it.
Last night I went to bed around 12. Mom didn't say much about me going to bed, so I just sat here, talking. I thought there might be a slight chance of school so I went to bed. I woke up around 8 or something. I got up and checked to see if school was for sure closed and it was, and T-Dawg sent me a message so I just stayed up.
I got off, played Metroid Prime for a while, got back on here, got back off, watched the 1966 Batman movie starring Joshua West, took a shower, played GTA3 for quite a while, watched TV, played Animal Crossing or something, then got back on here. I've had such an exciting day.
I JUST now got an idea for my blog entries, I'll have a little links thing where I link to various things.
http://www.dreamwill.net/giwoah/http://grouphug.us 
I'll do like one or two a day just so I don't run out. Those should entertain you for a while.
Well, I'm out of things to talk about. I never really had anything to talk about to begin with. If I can think to, I'll return tomorrow and blibber blabber on about something. I shall be back in the near future, although with my luck, I'll forget to blog or won't be in the mood.
omg ttyl c u l8er boi
	posted by John - 6:18 pm


Monday, January 12, 2004
Currently listening to: Spineshank - Smothered
Hi guys. Believe it or not, it's me. I'm back for another entry. I suck because I don't update everyday like I should. I either just forget about it or don't feel like doing it. Maybe I'll start forcing myself to do it. Because, I do it for the peeps.
Anyway, I'm in a fair mood at the moment. Not good, but not bad at the same. Today wasn't all that bad. It was your average day. It had it's ups, and it had it's downs.
We had advisor/advisee today, which means shorter first 4 classes, which means less David Cyfers' time! Art is gonna be alot less fun the second semiester because I won't have Andrew in there to talk to and crap, which isn't good because that's the only class I have with him. I'm gonna hate that class now. Third was...third. In History I was suprised by a test, which consisted of stuff from Chapter 17 I knew nothing about. Although it was open book, and me and Kayla White assisted each other in cheating, so I think I did pretty good.
During the end of lunch or something I started to feel a little depressed, and it carried over into 5th. And I found out what depression actually is, so I'll share:
Depression is a mood disorder that causes symptoms such as low energy, prolonged sadness or irritability, and lack of interest in daily activities. It can be triggered by a chemical imbalance or stressful, emotional situations. Depression is a medical condition, not a character flaw or weakness.
Here are some symptons of depression:
Problems concentrating 
Poor memory 
Difficulty making decisions 
Changes in eating habits 
Changes in sleeping habits 
A loss of interest in things you once enjoyed 
Difficulty going to work or taking care of your daily responsibilities 
Feelings of guilt and hopelessness. It is common for depression to make you wonder if life is worth living. 
Slowed thoughts and speech, or no speech 
Preoccupation with thoughts of death or suicide
I've experienced some of those. And no, I haven't thought about killing myself, either. I could post more information on it, but I think this is enough for now. I found it interesting because I now understand it's not weird to experience random depression which seems to arise from nowhere. Where was I? I seem to have gotten carried away, I'll continue.
Yeah, I felt a little bad in fifth, but it began to go away in 6th. I didn't really feel bad in 7th, I just thought alot because I can't pay attention to Freeman. Anyway, I went home and stuff after seventh period believe it or not. Joshua stayed here for like an hour then went off with Amy. I played Ocarina of time and Metroid Prime some. Metroid Prime has to be one of the top 5 most aggervating games ever, but I love it.
Most of the time I've sat here doing nothing but talk to people and listen to music. That's what I do most of the time anyway. The idea that there are things out there that exist called weblogs out there entered my brain, then I remembered that I have one, so I decided to update it. Neat huh?
Well, a few days ago I got the news that Spineshank's lead singer left the band. I got kinda sad when I heard this because I love Spineshank. Hearing news like that just sucks. This is a mad world...
Well, there dosen't seem to be much more I can say in this entry. It looks like a whopper! Well, I hope I didn't bore you to much, but you probably can't be much more bored than you already are because you've taken the time to look at my blog. So I'll let you get back to doing nothing, like you already were. I will return in the near future.
It's the beginning of the end.
	posted by John - 9:34 pm


Tuesday, January 20, 2004
Hello children.
As I'm sure you've noticed, I haven't taken the time to write an entry in a little while. But if you visit here from time to time, you'll notice that most of the action has taken place on the chatterbox you see to your right. Some of my friends had themselves some fun. People on the internet should not be taken seriously. Especially my friends. They find it funny when they do things to piss people off, and their plan went through just as they wanted it to. Once again, things on the internet should NOT BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY. But some people still take it seriously. But what can you do, eh? Oh well, I've had a good laugh today.
I was threatened today. I was threatened that what was said in my chatterbox would get my crimsonblog account removed if they were contacted. Even though the only e-mail address on this site is for support with the privacy policy, which what was said on my chatterbox didn't violate. And if I were to lose this site, I wouldn't care because I have all of my entries backed up and that's the only thing I care about because I can just as easily make another blog somewhere else.
But oh well. I'm in an energetic mood at the moment. Which is good because my day was not that energetic. Pretty boring, just like every other day. I don't expect much from school anyway.
I also forgot about a thing I started on here. Here is your link of the day, enjoy.
http://bisqwit.iki.fi/jutut/nesvideos.html
Well, I think that's it for today. I think I'm gonna eat something soon. I'll probably watch the Contra video I found on that site. I'll also go find a wild pack of wolves and teach them Japanese. Well, better get going. Tah-tah!
	posted by John - 5:00 pm


Thursday, January 22, 2004
Currently listening to: Thicke - When I Get You Alone
Hi guys. Johnbo here. Where to start? Where to start? I have nothing really to talk about, so its hard to think of something.
Well, I'm bored. This evening has been like every other evening, me sitting here and me in my room playing something for a little while. I lead a boring life. It's 9ish now and everyone stopped talking to me, so I decided I'd update this. Maybe I can talk about my extraordinary school life.
First sucked, as usual. I REALLY wish I could have gotten switched out of Cyfers' class. Words really don't explain how much I hate him. I'd love for him to die. I may sound like an asshole, but I can't help it. And I don't really care when it comes to him. I'm nice about most things and to most people, but I can't help but hate him.
Second period is...different now. There's no Andrew, which I'm not used to. But Sarah and Matthew are still in there so that's cool. But they'll be talking to each other alot, leaving me to talk to no one except for some kid I don't know that sits beside me. I'll be fine though I guess.
Now listening to: Radiohead - Paranoid Android
Best song ever. Just thought I'd throw that in. Where was I?
Third period is still the same, thank god. Fourth period, which is Farmer, has only gotten worse. The only person I would talk to in there is Deidre and she's not in there anymore, but they moved more ignorant people in there just so they could make the class even more aggervating.
Lunch was interesting. I knocked over a trash can, and crap went all over the place. I cleaned up....a little bit anyway. I picked up a few things. That is enough I do believe!!
Well, 5th period has lost every bit of fun factor it had aswell. Deidre isn't in that period anymore and I there's a new seating chart, so I don't sit by Carrie, who was the only person I talked to in that class anyway. Now I sit around people I don't talk to... I hate school.
Sixth was the same as it was yesterday. Both days me, Joe, and Daniel decorated Mrs. Chambers' door. It was fun. We got out of doing stuff both days so that's cool. It was fun just to talk to them and act stupid and such. I actually like that class a bit.
Seventh is still Freeman, meaning only one thing, BORING. Well, that class is super easy and I don't even have to try in it so I'm fine with it.
Home was when the poop started. I started getting depressed about random things. I seem to be good now, and I don't really feel like talking about it right now so I can avoid it bothering me. But it's all on my mind and I seem to be in a good mood now. I don't know why. Maybe I'm learning to control it. I doubt it though.
Since I've been home, I've sat here, played Here Comes the Pain, and sat here watching the Care Bears Movie. What a wonderful series. I wish the world actually had Care Bears. If they actually existed, I'd be best friends with them and the world wouldn't have any sadness. It would be perfect. God, why couldn't you have made Care Bears real? Grrr
Oh yeah, I watched the season premiere of Chappelle's Show last night. Man, he's a genious. That show quite possibly could be the funniest sketch comedy series ever. I love it. Watch the show every time it is on or suffer knowing you've missed something beautiful.
Well, I'm still listening to Radiohead, my feet are cold, and I'm running out of things to talk about. So I guess I'll just sit here for a while and waste time until I am forced to bed by my mother. So yeah, I'm done for today. Wait, here's my link of the day:
http://www.theprp.com
All of you rocker-dockers will find that site informative. Well, have fun.
And remember, John Walsh is watching you.
	posted by John - 9:05 pm


Friday, January 23, 2004
Well, time for something a little different. Since I don't have anything else to talk about, I thought I'd steal a survey from Emma's blog/journal/diary thing and do it here. Enjoy.
x. name = John-E
x. birthday = x-xx-xxxx
x. piercings = zero
x . tattoos = cero
x. height = 6'1-6'2 or something
x. shoe size = My Cons are 12.5 I believe
x. hair color = the darkest brown possible/black or something
x. length = I don't know...a bit longer than short. Get it?
x. siblings = 2. Jeffrey and Kala
x. pets = The Immortal Brutus


last...
x. movie you rented = I haven't rented something in a while...I think it was Shrek or something when it had just came out. Yeah, it's been that long.
x. dvd you bought = I got like 4 DVDs at the same time. Lion King, Space Jam, Linkin Park - Live In Texas, and the X-Men collection
x. song you listened to = Linkin Park - Part of Me
x. song that was stuck in your head = Part of Me and Carousel...Linkin Park B-Sides for you not as crazy fans
x. song you've downloaded = Some Linkin Park B-Sides I haven't heard in a whilex. cd you bought = Live In Texasx. cd you listened to = Incubus - A Crow Left of the Murder
x. person you've called = ummm...Joshua maybe...or Matthew...but only to know something or something small..
x. person that's called you = Joshua to confirm he could come over
x. tv show you've watched = The last show I watched all 30 minutes of was Chappelle's Show's season premier
x. person you were thinking of = uuuh...


do...
x. you have a bf or gf = no
x. you have a crush on someone = I don't think so
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = duh
x. you think about suicide = i think everyone has...but I haven't actually considered doing it or anything
x. you believe in online dating = sure, why not? i'll probably never take part in it but those who do can have fun with it.
x. others find you attractive = I'd say they don't...
x. you want more piercings = How could I want more if I have none to begin with?
x. you want more tattoos = I want one on my butt..x. you drink = nope, never even tried it
x. you do drugs = no, haven't touched anything either
x. you smoke = nope, not tried that either. i'm cleanx. you like cleaning = cleaning? no. organizing? yes
x. you like roller coasters = yes...i was afraid of them til i was like 13 or older..lol
x. you write in cursive or print = print...cursive is for girls and girly men
x. you carry a donor card = yeah...you may have a hard time finding it though.


for or against..
x. long distance relationships = i guess i'm for it. i dont think i'll ever do it though
x. using someone = against...that isn't cool
x. suicide = against...i think suicide is actually pretty selfish.
x. killing people = I'm only cool with it if the person is David Cyfersx. teenage smoking = against
x. doing drugs = against even more
x. premarital sex = i guess it's okay if your a crazy sex fiend.
x. driving drunk = driving dead is more like it! oh god, i'm good
x. gay/lesbian relaionships = it dosen't bother me. that's not how i swing but i'm no homophobe
x. soap operas = i dont like cheesy NBC ones...but if I think about it, there are probably some I like..


best..
x. gum = anything with fruit...such as Bubblelicious or Fruit Stripes
x. tv show = Family Guy
x. thing in the world = my friends..
x. thing to collect = DVD and games.
x. colors of all time = i've never ever had a favorite color.
x. thing to do on a rainy day = sit here, play games
x. feeling in the world = being loved. although i dont get to experience that now do i? ...not the time to get into it, Johnny..


favorite...
x. food = i dont know....
x. song = Paranoid Android
x. thing to do = sit here, play games, be with and talk to friends
x. thing to talk about = poop and other stupid things.
x. sports = me? sports? you've gotta be kidding
x. drinks = Tropical Sprite Remix
x. picture = Andrew' pictures in art.
x. movies = Not this question....Don't get me started.
x. bands = Coldplay, Hooba, LP, Spineshank, ect.
x. cars = I am not a car person AT ALL. 


have you...
x. ever cried over a Boy/Girl = yeah
x. ever lied to someone = yessir
x. ever been in a fist fight = not that i can recall
x. ever been arrested = no...but i've almost been arrested!


what...
x. shampoo do you use = some Agree brand of shampoo and conditioner that's in the shower. Yeah, I condition my hair.
x. perfume do you use = I use perfume because I am a woman
x. shoes do you wear = Cons
x. are you scared of = people i care about not caring about me


number...
x. of times you have been in love?: once
x. of times you have had your heart broken?: none i dont thinkx. of hearts you have broken?: i dont believe any
x. of boys you have kissed?: 497
x. of girls you have kissed?: zero...what a loser i am!
x. of continents you have lived on?: I am not at liberty to say...
x. of drugs taken illegally?: noneee
x. of people you would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?: there are only about 5 people i put in that catagory
x. of people you consider my enemies?: David Cyfers...maybe some others
x. of people from high school that you will stay in contact with?: Anyone that I actually consider a friend.x. of cd's that I own?: 4 purchased ones from last year...i dont count my old ones.x. of times your name has appeared in the newspaper?: i think it has a few times...good ol' Smalltown Banner
x. of scars on my body?: there's one on my leg still from where i fell off the Oldani's porch like 5 years ago.
x. of things in my past that I regret?: so many things...you dont want a list of them all


yes or no...
x. You keep a diary: this counts I guessx. You like to cook: no!
x. You exercise regulary: funny these questions are.
x. You sketch while you are on the phone: no. it's pointless to sketch on the phone when there's no one to talk to on the other end.
x. You have read a book in the past week: I think I might have..not much of one though
x. You replace the toilet-paper roll immediately: I do when I notice there is no more and I've already sent the Cosby kids to the swimming hole.
x. You like crossword puzzles: I hate them...all thanks to Mrs. Ford
x. You have visited New York: no..
x. You have a secret you have never shared with anyone: i think there's at least one person who knows about my secrets i keep to myself for the most part.
x. You wait until the last minute to fill your car up with gas: I'm 17 and I have never driven a day in my life...does that answer your question.
x. You snore: I have no clue
x. You have been to your ancestor's homeland: I have ancestors?!?!?!
x. You read in the bathroom: nope
x. You have been sick on a vacation: Yeah, I think so
x. You often have people over at your house: From time to time
x. You like America: I don't mind it.
x. You can remember jokes: Most of the time
x. You play cards: I hate cards...go ahead...kill me...I know you want to
x. You fold your underwear: no...mommy usually dosen't either
x. You talk in your sleep: I've heard I have.
x. You eat fast: It depends on what you consider fast.
x. You recycle small batteries: batteries are for poopers
x. You often avoid paying full price: no
x. You like hiking: no i dont
x. You like being on the phone: i do...but alas, i have no one to talk to
x. You shave regularly: whenever i feel like it.
x. few minutes ahead: who knows
x. You are always late: i dont know
x. You often get headaches: from time to time. i don't like themx. You smoke: aw hell no, dog
x. A naked photo of you exists: actually, yes. it's a fake photo with my face pasted on it, so close enough.
x. You can whistle: no i can't. i stink
x. You write letters regularly: yes...to my pen pal in china. actually, no
x. You believe in destiny: kinda and kinda not
x. You brush your teeth three times a day: Nope
x. You have something you wish to confess: Maybe...
x. You change your bed sheets weekly: nopers
x. You bite your fingernails: yes I do. I always booger them up though
x. You pick your nose: yes I do. boogers go under furniture
x. You are a vegetarian: i am not
x. You have eaten in a restaurant alone: cant say i have
x. You have gone to a movie alone: nope.. i almost have though
x. You have taken a vacation alone: i go on vacations at the age of 17 by myself
x. You read the newspaper everyday: Noope. But I do half-watch CNN from time to time...call me dumb
x. You have not used hair dryer in the past five years: No I haven't. I'm no wussy man!
x. You have made love in an airplane: Yeah..in the airplane I've never been in.
x. You have hit your father or mother in anger: no...but I have came VERY close to it before
x. When you think you have done something wrong, you are quick to blame someone else: nope...i don't
x. You lose control in heated arguments: All the time. I can't control my anger...I'm crazyx. In the morning when your alarm clock sounds, you get out of bed immediately: yeah...i do.
x. You drank mother's milk: no... that's not cool
x. You hate parties: i am not a fan of them
x. You have stolen money from your parents: maybe some change i was supposed to give them...naughty me
x. You have fired a gun: yep.
x. You often have the last word: I have no clue.x. You give money to homeless people: I don't see many, but I have before.
x. Money has influenced your character: How could it when I have none?
x. You know who you are: I sometimes get confused about it.
x. You enjoy being photographed: It depends on the situation
x. Life treats you well: Sometimes it does, sometimes it dosen't. 
Well, that's it. It's a doozy, isn't it? I'm cool. Bye bye, boogers.
	posted by John - 9:05 pm


Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Hi everyone. It's been a few days, hasn't it? Oh well. I'm sure you've gotten used to the fact that I'm not going to update everyday anymore. I'm just too lazy. Either I'll forget, or I won't forget but won't feel like it. The second option has been the reason recently. Nothing has been wrong, it's just that I'm not up to doing it sometimes. Well, let's see what I can ramble on about.
I really don't feel like going to school today. Although I have to because they're too stupid to put it on anything other than a 2 hour delay. I didn't go yesterday because I wasn't feeling good. I'm not feeling too great now either, but I guess I'll go. I'm angry right now. At what you ask? Mother Nature. Dumb bitch taunts us with snow, making all the kids think school will be cancelled, but no, it's only a 2 hour delay. I hope she's getting a real good laugh out of this. Nature, I hate you.
Let's see... There was a 2 hour delay on Monday aswell. I only go to school on 2 hour delays now. How cool am I? Yeah, I know.
You know, I have no reason to be happy now, but I am. I'm keeping myself happy. I don't know, maybe I've realized I don't need a girlfriend. I haven't got upset about anything since last Friday or something. I know I don't need one, but that's not to say I don't want one. It's hard to find someone that would actually like me. I don't like myself alot of times. But I'm okay with it. Sometimes it feels like I just want to blow up with anger or sadness, but it dosen't happen. I have maintained my cool over the past couple of days, and I hope to do this for the rest of it. I'm not going to let anything bother me. I feel like everything possible has already done it's worst to me. I'm fine, that's all that matters.
I hate Al Roker.
I have nothing else to talk about I don't think. I guess I'll be going. I might update this within the next 3 days if you're lucky.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
	posted by John - 7:50 am


Friday, January 30, 2004
Currently listening to: Powerman 5000 - Transfrom(Album)
Man, I love the hell out of this album. I had to re-get it this morning. It's wonderful. Get it.
Well, I'm back on another snowy morning. This time school was cancelled. Thank God. It stayed  2 hour delay for a while this morning. I was real mad then I went back to bed and mom woke me up and told me to get in the shower. I did then I got out and checked WSAZ.com and whaddya know? It's closed! Weeeeee
Well, this morning I sat here and played FFTA for a while. I'm beginning to make progress. I've put around 15 hours into it. I would be playing now, but I decided to take a break because I just finished a long and aggervating battle. I hate pussies who love to cast Charm on your party.
Well, let's think of something to talk about...
I love the huge wave of blogs/journals/diaries/ect. that have came out in the past year from people in this area. It's okay for some people, but everyone on earth has decided to get one. It's okay if I like you and you actually update it. I don't like the poopers who get one and do 2 entries then give up. Or people who tiny wuss entries. If you're gonna blog, do it right!
Well, Chappelle's Show this week was beautiful, as usual. It was so beautiful. You should be able to catch it on sometime over the next week. They replay it CONSTANTLY. Oh well, I'm not complaining.
Brr..I'm cold. But I'm at home when I normally would be at school so it's so worth it.
We were wanting to film this weekend. But Joshua needs a car for that to happen and his damn windshield hasn't arrived yet and it was supposed to arrive a long time ago. The guy who is sending it to him says his kid has polio, which I don't believe. And if he does, he deserves it because his father is a moron. Anybody feelin' a little polio? Chris Rock, you genius.
Oh yeah, I haven't talked about this yet. WE'VE GOT A TELEVISION SHOW! Well, it's not a worldwide or national thing, but anyone with Charter as thier cable provider will be able to watch it. It is gonna be on channel 8. We've got it all planned out and everything. Details on a later date.
I'm still listening to PM5K. I <3 them.
Well, I've probably got a weekend of boredom ahead of me, but I don't mind. I'm good when I'm not doing anything. At least I have been for a while. I haven't been depressed in over a week. I think I'm actually realizing stuff. I've came to the conclusion that I don't need a girlfriend. I'm perfectly fine without one. I don't really care about getting one anymore. If someone comes along that makes me head over heels, then awesome. If not, then I'll be alright. I'm an independant woman...err..man. Yeah...you know.........BWA
This entry is longer than I expected. Let's see if I can think of anything else to ramble on about....Nothing is coming to mind. So I guess I can end it now. It's been fun. I wouldn't mind doing another entry in the near future if I can conjure something up. I shall talk with you in the near future!
KTHXBYE
	posted by John - 9:32 am


Sunday, February 1, 2004
Hi everbody. Another Sunday is upon us. Another Sunday before another Monday. Another Monday where we go back to school. Thinking about it just excites me oh so very much!
Today I seem to be...content. Yeah, I think that can describe it. It should. If not, you suck.
Currently listening to: Finley Quaye - Dice
God, I love this song. I've had it for a while now but I think I fell in love with it yesterday. I would tell you to get it, but it would be pointless because you are the type of people who when someone tells you to get a song, you don't. Grr @ j00
This weekend has been pretty good I guess. I chilled around with Joshua like I do almost every weekend. We did the usual nothing. It's fun though. I usually doing nothing with friends or just talking to them about nothing. I'm easy to please.
On Friday, we didn't have school school, which I'm sure you know either because you read the last entry or you didn't go to school either. Snow is a magical substance. Sure, it can hurt if you look at it for to long on a bright day, but it gets you out of school so the eye pain is worth it.
Anyway, Friday was alright. I've started to enjoy sitting around doing nothing at all. It dosen't depress me like it used to. Depression can't hurt me! I've grown immune to it. At least I think I have.
Hah, I'm currently listening to The Used - On My Own, and it's got me teary eyed. There's no real reason, it just did it. It has before and it decided to work it's magic this time. I'm a cry baby...and I think I like being this way. It's better than being some big tough emotionless person.
On Friday, I was listening to the Powerman 5000 album Transform, and it inspired me to get the rest of their albums. So now I have all 4 PM5K albums on here. I love 'em.
*sigh* I cannot think of anything else to ramble on about....Poopy.. This entry seems to be up to par, so I guess it's okay to end it. I suppose I'll be back in a matter of days to wrizzite an entrizzle.
I've always wanted to say this..... For shizzle.
	posted by John - 10:27 am


Monday, February 2, 2004
Currently listening to: Hoobastank - Pieces
How are we feel, senator? Advanced I hope.
I've seen X-Men more than the average human being should see it, so what? Anyway, I'm feeling far from advanced. Actually, I'm the closet to feeling bad I have been in a while...But I'm fighting it back. I seem to be winning, too. I'm not gonna let any of this stupid crap bother me. I wish something would happen to make all of it go away. But who knows when and if that will happen.. I've been waiting for about 5 months now and I haven't got anywhere. I'll try to be patient. I'm not gonna let this depress me. It's been doing it forever now and I've gotten used to it. I'm at the point where I can prevent any of this from bothering me horribly. Hmm..How can I say this? Well, I just want to be set free from the thoughts and feelings that bother me now which no good can come from and nothing would come from anyway and get into something that just makes me completly happy. I just want this to end...
Actually, I think I've talked about everything I needed to get out. Not much happened today. Well, nothing did really.
This morning while I was standing in the kitchen I hear mom scream. I look back and hear the pitter patter of little feet running across the floor. I look down at the counter and see a rat run straight into it. Then I shriek in the most girly manner possible and run away. I didn't step into the kitchen much after that in the morning. I'm a wuss.
Here's my day: First period = crap, second period = okay, third period = okay, fourth period = crap, lunch = okay, fifth period = crap, sixth period = crap, seventh period = crap. All in all, my day wasn't that bad.
Joshua came over like he usually does and we jerked around for a few hours then he went home and I got on here. Man, I lead a boring life. I'm fine with it though I guess. Better than doing....crap. Yeah, I make sense. Anyway, I do believe this entry is complete. I will return in the near future with another one. Until then, goodbye.
	posted by John - 8:33 pm


Tuesday, February 3, 2004
Entry 150
Currently listening to: Hardcore on DigitallyImported.com
I'm in a techno mood...It keeps me more positive than just about any other kind of music now. So why not? Some techno is cool. Other kinds aren't as cool, but Hardcore is neat. It makes me feel better. Maybe I should become a raver. Too bad there aren't any places to rave here. I could have tried it at the Rock during one of Bill France's DJ parties.
Anyway, I seem to be in a fair mood now. Not that bad. The things that were bothering me yesterday and what mainly has been bothering me over the past several months has hit me once again. But as each day, it does less and less damage than the day before. Maybe I'm finally getting over it all...I REALLY hope so. I don't want to go through this any longer.
Well, today was boring. First period we watched some video about the ozone layer or something. We had to take notes. I had a page and a half of them by the end of it. What a dork I am. In art we painted. My picture is so lovely. Pretty flowers and clouds.
At 9 us juniors were called to the band room for some thing about college. I voluntered to be one of the sign holder-upers. I'm so kewl. Farmer showed us some movie that I payed no attention to. I wish I could pay attention to it..But of course I can't because my head sucks and it likes to be mean to me.
Lunch was lunch. It was probably the highlight of the day. It always is. Adkin's class sucked. So did Chambers. While we're on the subject of sucking, Freeman's class was sucktastic aswell.
Why must I feel this way?
That was random, but oh well. No, I wasn't talking about school. I was talking about the way I'm feeling. I wish I could just stop...I hate it. It isn't fair that I feel this way. That's love for you. Simultaneously the greatest and worst feeling in the world. Both your best friend, and your greatest enemy.
Well, there isn't much more to be said. I do believe I've got my point across. Hope you enjoyed this entry. I'll just continue sitting here as I've done all evening. I'll probably go to bed in an hour or something. Anyway, I do believe I'm done. Byebye.
	posted by John - 8:38 pm


Saturday, February 7, 2004
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Don't you love the god damn bar at the top of crimsonblog? I sure as shit don't. Thanks to it's dumbness, I just lost a large entry. Oh well. I'll see if I can reconstruct it. Maybe I can make it better. I swear sometimes.
Currently listening to: John Williams - Duel of the Fates
Welcome to another edition of Late Night Bloggin' and Cloggin' with your host, Bob Sagat. K, I lied. Wesa people got no Danny Tanner in da hizzy. But we have me. I guess that'll just have to work.
I'm in an active mood at this moment in time. My eyes are tired, but the rest of me isn't. And there is more rest of me then there are eyes, so majority wins. I'm staying up. F-U eyes! Anyway, let's talk about my zaaaaaaaany day!
First period was....I'll bet you can't guess it....go ahead...give it a try....it was.......FIRST PERIOD! I'll bet you said it was "crappy" or "rancid" or "the band Rancid." Those were all good guesses, though. I tip my hat to you.
The rest of the day was short. They let us go home early because God and his heavenly buddies were sad because they had just heard that Dave Thomas had died and they cried all night and day, thus causing our area to get floody. We left early fourth period. Although after lunch, I didn't get to go home at the same time as everyone else. Nope, our ignorant new busdriver with the mullet had to be more than an hour late. So me, Joshua, and a few others who ride my bus who had no other choice but to stick around and wait were in the gym being dumb with a basketball. The bus eventually got there and I got home much later than the average Joe did. I'm sorry I'm not average, Joe.
Joshua was here all day today. He was here all day yesterday aswell. We sat around playing games and watching television. We've got nothing better to do.
Well, I just looked at the TV and I thought I saw the words "CHARLIE BROWN BODY FOUND." I was so astonished by the news that my long time pal had died, so I cried. When I first read it, I thought that he may have OD'ed, because thanks to Lucy being a bitch, Charlie got into some real bad shit because of depression. It turned out it was about some girl or something. I don't care about her. As long as my Charlie Brown is still alive.
I must admit that this is the most retarded entry I have ever done. Hope you enjoyed it. Maybe I'll do more like this. I'm all out of good stuff to talk about. So there you have it folks. There are some secret messages in that. Maybe you can find them. Read the entry a few times and see if you can spot it. I also edited one of my most recent entries and put a secret in it. You should look for it.
Bye kiddies.
	posted by John - 12:08 am


Sunday, February 8, 2004
Well kiddies. This is my last entry on Crimsonblog. I have moved over to GreatestJournal. To follow my daily life, go there
http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/lilJohnmy/
See you there!
	posted by John - 12:40 pm



Currently listening to: The X-Ecutioners feat. Chris Shinoda and Joe Hahn - It's Goin' Down
The only good song this group has. Why? Because LP took part in it.
Hi guys. Today has been quite the good day. We got to film the pilot episode for our show "The Run-around." It's beautiful. Most in the Smalltown County Area get channel 8, the SWVCTC channel, which is what it will be on. I'll fill you in whenever you can catch it on. We have a sponsor aswell. Southern Cinemas! I'd like all of you to go by there every single night and watch a movie and bowl a game or two. Play a game of pool while you're there. Play some airhockey with your friends. Hungry? Grab a pizza or something else from the wide selection on their menu. All this and more at Southen Cinemas! Contact them by phone by picking up that telephone and dialing 855-4749 today!
That wasn't an ad. I swear.
That's about all I have to say. Well, also today I got Simpsons: Hit and Run for PC and it was 3 CDs. I downloaded all of it. All in all, it was about 1.9 GB. And after spend 2-3 hours extracting, and extracting, and burning all 3 discs, finding a crack, and fucking with DirectX, it wouldn't work. I hate computers so much.
I hate ignorant people. Why must the world be full of them? That was a random though. But there you go. I really hate them. You know who else I hate? TMNT posters. They act like they know everything about the Turtles, but they don't know shit. They can name the 4 Turtles...Oh wow! That makes you so hardcore TMNT! No it dosen't. I hate the people who wear the shit like they are such insane TMNT fans....Grr
Now listening to: Andrew - Side
This song's an oldie(2001...how old), but a goodie.
Chappelle's Show is god.
I like one sentence paragraphs.
I'm all out of things to talk about..So I guess I'll end this entry.. Goodbye everyone!
 
	posted by John - 12:38 am




April 5, 2004
Shittles...just accidently closed the window and lost all of my journal entry.
This entry was originally intended for last night, but my internet wouldn't work. So I will just post it now.


Well, today has been boring but not boring. You understand I'm sure. You better? Wanna fight? Of course you don't. No one wants to get pwnt by me.


I woke up around 9, which is right when grandparents come to pick us up for church. I layed in bed until they were gone then I got up. I am a bad person. But oh well. I did't really feel like doing anything this morning. I was tired. No one bothered to wake me up anyway. It's their fault.


Grrr...My fucking internet is being stupid once again. It's disconnected me from everything. I'll continue typing this though because that isn't needed by the internet. It better come back soon. FUCK! That send that has been going for 6 hours has stopped now....God, I hate you, Charter Communications.


Colin Powell is pooping on me. Jeff Goldblum is watching him. Rowl.


Well, mine and Joshua's trip to Wal-Mart today was fun. He went to buy $100 of groceries and he has $100 for his birthday. We bought the Diablo Collection which consists of Diablo, Diablo II, and Diablo II: Lords of Destruction. It's $40. So we bought it, took it out to the car, and wrote down the serial number/CD key and returned it saying it didn't work. So we got another copy. And for some unknown reason, the woman at customer service decided to give Joshua the exact ammount he paid for the game back to him...and also giving him the game. So we got the serial I needed to play, and the collection, all for free. Joshua was sending me a file I needed to get it to work, but the internet and everyone who uses it has a bone to pick with me apparently. So they all joined forces to make my internet mess up. <3 U


I WILL CRUCIFY EVERYONE THAT WORKS FOR CHARTER COMMUNICATIONS. Well, it's back on now. Everyone who has Charter is complaining to each other. :)


It died again. I won't get this stupid file until tomorrow. No D2 for me tonight :(


Other than that stuff, today has been boring. I haven't done anything but sit here. I have nothing better to do.


I am not going to school tomorrow or Tuesday. Most people aren't. The only reason that I'd have for going would be to get my DVDs from Vikki. But she can hold onto those until next week. Spring break starts early for me!!


You know what? I'm hungry. I'm gonna go eat. Tah-tah


Oreos make Johnmy happy. :) 


April 6, 2004
Hi. I just got home from Andrew' house and I'm sitting here crying. You can thank my father for that. He went off because I was a little late coming home from Andrew' because we went to Wal-Mart and I didn't call today. I either do one of three things when someone screams at me. I scream back, I punch something nearby, or I just start crying like crazy. With my dad, all I can do is cry. But oh well.


I've had a fun last 2 days. The reason I didn't post yesterday was because I was at Andrew' house. We had fun. We went through a bunch of CDRs from like 2000 that had tons of old music videos on them. They are intersting.


We did a bunch of other stuff, but I can't recall what it was. We were up until like 5:30 or something. All day today we played Phantasy Star Online for PC until we went to Wal-Mart then Arby's. Andrew bought the In Living Color Season 1 boxset. Then I got home and listened to my dad. I am feeling better now so I think I'm gonna go play PSO or take a shower. Bye everyone. 


April 8, 2004
Johnmy now has a new band to <3. The Rasmus is their name. Emma forced me to download this song and I did. I love it. I loved it so much I got the rest of their album. I'm listening to it right now. :)


I'm still trying to download Butterfly Effect and Back in Action, but the internet will stop at nothing to make sure I'm not happy. Oh well, I can wait! Screw you, IRC and Kazaa!!!


This room smells really bad right now. Dad left his bedroom door open and it filled the house with a scent of shit and bread.


Today hasn't been bad at all. I've watched a few movies and some TV.


I borrowed 4 DVDs from Andrew. 12 Monkeys, Rocky, Phantasm, and Creepshow. I hadn't seen any of these movies before so I needed to see them. I watched 12 Monkeys when I got up this morning. It was so great. This is Bruce Willis' best movie. His second best is Unbreakable. Brad Pitt further proves his relation to Christ in this movie. Woohoo!


The other movie I watched today was Rocky. I hate myself for not watching it sooner. It's excellent. It deserves every bit of praise it ever got. Stallown3d!!


I also watched the replays of South Park and Chappelle's Show at 12. Both of them made me laugh real hard. South Park made fun of You Got Served and I loved it. Chappelle's Show had Wayne Brady. That episode was the best one yet. I was crying the entire time. Well, the end mostly. Wayne Brady, I respect you so much more now. I never thought you could possibly be that funny. Because you can read this.


Oh shit it's Wayne Brady!


Well, David will be here tomorrow. And I'm excited about that. Haven't got to see him since New Years. We are also slated to start production on our remake of Memento. I'm Teddy so that means I'm dying my hair light brown and cutting it short. I'll be sporting a fake mustache aswell. I'm gonna be fucking sexy. Not just sexy. Fucking sexy.




Recognize. 


April 9, 2004
Hi kids. I'm checking in. I'm at Joshua's. It's 3:13 AM. I'm sitting by Joshua, Andrew, and David. David and Joshua are playing Chrystal Chronicles. Andrew seems to be just sitting there. Us 4 and Aaron watched Memento again. Joshua for the first time. I don't know about what we are gonna do with our movies. It's real confusing. I don't even know if we are gonna keep up with Megamen. I think we're just gonna turn it into a movie. Who knows.


I am gonna stop. I'm hungry as hell and it's no fun to sit at a computer with friends around. Toodles. I'll be back in the near future. 


April 11, 2004
Long time no see. I'll bet you're wondering about what Dr. Jones has been up to these past couple o' days. Actually, you probably know if you are the avid Johnmy fan who reads this journal as if it were your bible. I don't think there are too many of you, but still.


I've watched a handful of movies these past few days while I was at Joshua's with David, Joshua, and Andrew for one night.


First was Memento for the second time. It was better this time than the first. Man, that movie is complex and I absolutely love it.


The next day me and Andrew watched League of Extraordinary Gentlemen. It was awesome. I don't know why critics bashed it so much. It was entertaining and very creative. Sean Conery = pwnage. We made Heart Attack Mac while watching it.


Later on me, David, Aaron, and Andrew took a trip to Wal-Mart for David to spend his $50 in birthday money. He bought 3 awesome movies. Identity, Kung Pow, and Jason X. Just in case you are wondering, we love Jason X as a comedy film. It's funnier than most comedy movies are these days. I fell to the ground laughing at certain parts.


While out, we made a stop by Movie Gallery. We planned on renting the Rundown and Gigli, but there were no copies of Rundown in so we got School of Rock and Gigli. We got Gigli because of all the horid reviews it has gotten. It's been called the worst movie of all time by tons of people. It is a bad movie, but it's far from the worst movie I've ever seen. Okay, not far, but you know. It had one part that made us all laugh like crazy. Who knows why Christopher Walken and Al Pacino did this movie. Bad movie, but I had to see it.


School of Rock rules. Jack Black can make anything excellent. He just is perfect at everything. He is the rule of fuckin' cool. Or so in the words of Larry Gigli anyway.


While I was there we also watched Identity, which was also awesome.


Last night David and Joshua stayed here until 6:30 AM. I had to go to sleep at 3 because I needed some rest before I was going to be forced to go to church. Smackdown: Here Comes the Pain was played from like 9 PM til 6 AM. Wrestling games rule.


I had to go to church this morning. I slept through almost all of it. Aren't I such a good person? Blah, I don't care!!!!11


Overall, I've had an awesome weekend. Getting to see David is always fun, and today is Easter and I'll be getting some money. I'm gonna buy Chappelle's Show Season 1 DVD and an album I think. I think I'm gonna get either Hybrid Theory or the Rasmus' album. I think I'm gonna go with Hybrid Theory because I should have bought that 3 years ago.


Well kids, I'm gonna go check out the aftermath to my save on Smackdown, then I'll wait until dinner is done at my grandma's house. I'll see you all in the near future. Bye!  


April 11, 2004
Long time no see. I'll bet you're wondering about what Dr. Jones has been up to these past couple o' days. Actually, you probably know if you are the avid Johnmy fan who reads this journal as if it were your bible. I don't think there are too many of you, but still.


I've watched a handful of movies these past few days while I was at Joshua's with David, Joshua, and Andrew for one night.


First was Memento for the second time. It was better this time than the first. Man, that movie is complex and I absolutely love it.


The next day me and Andrew watched League of Extraordinary Gentlemen. It was awesome. I don't know why critics bashed it so much. It was entertaining and very creative. Sean Conery = pwnage. We made Heart Attack Mac while watching it.


Later on me, David, Aaron, and Andrew took a trip to Wal-Mart for David to spend his $50 in birthday money. He bought 3 awesome movies. Identity, Kung Pow, and Jason X. Just in case you are wondering, we love Jason X as a comedy film. It's funnier than most comedy movies are these days. I fell to the ground laughing at certain parts.


While out, we made a stop by Movie Gallery. We planned on renting the Rundown and Gigli, but there were no copies of Rundown in so we got School of Rock and Gigli. We got Gigli because of all the horid reviews it has gotten. It's been called the worst movie of all time by tons of people. It is a bad movie, but it's far from the worst movie I've ever seen. Okay, not far, but you know. It had one part that made us all laugh like crazy. Who knows why Christopher Walken and Al Pacino did this movie. Bad movie, but I had to see it.


School of Rock rules. Jack Black can make anything excellent. He just is perfect at everything. He is the rule of fuckin' cool. Or so in the words of Larry Gigli anyway.


While I was there we also watched Identity, which was also awesome.


Last night David and Joshua stayed here until 6:30 AM. I had to go to sleep at 3 because I needed some rest before I was going to be forced to go to church. Smackdown: Here Comes the Pain was played from like 9 PM til 6 AM. Wrestling games rule.


I had to go to church this morning. I slept through almost all of it. Aren't I such a good person? Blah, I don't care!!!!11


Overall, I've had an awesome weekend. Getting to see David is always fun, and today is Easter and I'll be getting some money. I'm gonna buy Chappelle's Show Season 1 DVD and an album I think. I think I'm gonna get either Hybrid Theory or the Rasmus' album. I think I'm gonna go with Hybrid Theory because I should have bought that 3 years ago.


Well kids, I'm gonna go check out the aftermath to my save on Smackdown, then I'll wait until dinner is done at my grandma's house. I'll see you all in the near future. Bye!  


April 12, 2004
Good morning. I felt like updating so I am gonna. I'm feeling weird right now. I'm borderline lonely I guess. But I'm not letting it upset me. I haven't let anything of the sort bother me in weeks. I constantly have the "I want a girlfriend" feelings. I wish I didn't.


Last night made me happy. Why? Because I got to watch Toy Story. Such a masterpiece. I wish the DVD wasn't out of print. :(


As for my book report. I got 2 and a half pages done. I'm gonna read over the summary and just write it today. And I'm also gonna just read a bio and write gibberish about Tolkein. The Hobbit is unfortunately boring. I get tired reading the summary. I can only imagine how I'd be if I read the book.


Maybe I'm just in a "Someone should talk to me" mood. Yeah, I just need someone to talk to. I can't let myself get upset. Well, back to reading the Hobbit's boring summary. 


April 13, 2004
And I got news of two old sites I used to visit back in the day are returning...or have returned. SongMeanings.net returned after like 2 years and not one change has been made. And alot of people donated money to them and they use it on servers they don't need. You don't need excellent high-budget servers for just text on some indy website. I can understand if they were hosting alot of media, but not text. And there's Giveit2me4free...which will be back soon! Woooo


Anyway, my day wasn't bad if I do say so myself.


As you could tell from my last entry, I was fighting back..the lonliness I guess. But I haven't had to do it anymore today. Yay for me.


First period was alright. She talked to some other teacher majority of the period. I talked to Jon Bryant about random things. Never a dull moment talking to him.


Art was boring. I got very little done. I don't care. I am 90-95% done with like 4 assignments. I'll finish them up when I turn them in at progress reports.


Mrs. Hensley tried to get us to read, but me, Chris, and Bart all did our book reports instead.


I finished up my book report in Farmer's class then we continued watching that one video we did yesterday. We will finish it tomorrow. Woop?


Lunch was fun fun cinnamon bun.


5th was awesome. I talked with Boytek about movies like I always do. I love doing that. He's the coolest teacher in the world.


In 6th we were supposed to do our book reports, and I was ready. But she didn't make our class. I can wait. I hate english when it's not taught and you just get work. It's not cool then. Only dumb. Lots and lots of dumb.


Mr. Freeman blibber blabbered about stuff as usual. He's gonna be gone the next few days. I hope Boytek in there. Or Mr. Workman. Both are awesome.


I'm talking to Vikki and Sarah about when we broke into the Garmet Factory. Those were the funnest 2 days of my entire life. :)


Well, since I've been home I've played some Smackdown and Final Fantasy X-2. I also watched some extra features on Space Jam out of boredom. Other than that I've been on here. One intersting thing I found today was a cover of Cry Me A River by Lostprophets.


The damage is done so I guess I be leavin'. 


April 15, 2004
Hey kids. Sorry I didn't do an entry last night. I didn't have time.


But yesterday was good at school I suppose. I don't have time to talk about it now. I gotta go finish getting ready soon.


But when I got home, mom took me to Wal-Mart to spend my $50. I bought 3 DVDs. Chappelle's Show Season One, Looney Toons Back In Action, and AI: Artificial Intellegence for $10. I was sooo suprised to see that movie. Alot of people don't like it but I thought it was beautiful. It's worth more than $10 although I'm glad to have seen it for that much. I had time deciding what I'd spend my last 10 bucks on and once I saw that I didn't even have to think or look through the rest of them. Woo!


But I'm behind schedule, so I gotta go! 


April 16, 2004
Hi-ho. Hi-ho. I forgot to write, I know. Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do-doo-dooo


Well, I didn't really forget to write, I just felt to tired to do so. I was actually stort of busy all day. Well not with anything important, but I kept entertained all evening. I'm gonna do a quick review of yesterday.


We went back to Cyfers which is poop. Although he didn't ask for any of the work that was assigned. Good thing because I don't have any of it. It's like 3 assignments. I hope he dosen't ask today.


In case you are wondering, I am wearing woman's deoderant.


Art was another boring class mostly. It seemed short, but it was boring. I still haven't finished my assignment.


Mrs. Hensley was making all of us mad. She was arguing with Joshua about everything possible. No one likes her.


Mr. Farmer let us finish the movie then we did some bonus. I think our team won.


Lunch wasn't bad. I sat there and talked to Erica and Joshua mostly since Emma and Vikki had to go to a tennis meeting and Andrew just wasn't saying anything at all. He did make an Oogie Boogie action figure.


Santa Claus? OOOOOh! I'm really scared!


Akdins/Berry/Barker's class was okay I suppose. Everyone in there was real loud and 3 of us were trying to watch the Patriot, but they made it difficult. Stupid people.


Two people did their book reports today. Other than that, we did nothing but sit around with people on the computers and stuff. I helped Synthia with the "Days left" thing on the board because we do it all pretty. I have to get to most of the tall places.


Mrs. Ford let us continue to watch Witness for the Prosecution. We still need to finish it today. I am starting to get interested in it.


And when I got home, I watched like 4 episodes of Chappelle's Show, then I watched AI, then I got on here for a bit, then I got off and watched more Chappelle's Show. Soon after I poped in the Back In Action DVD and watched the deleted scenes. I was gonna get on here and do an entry, but I was too tired to do so. I just went to bed. Well, here's your entry.


I must be going shortly, I have to finish getting ready for school. School sucks. Thankfully it's Friday. Go me!!


Toodles! 


1. full birth name: Johnothy Eric Jones
2. hair colour: Black...or the darkest brown possible
3. eye colour: Grey/blue or something.
4. current height: 6'2-3 or somethng
5. glasses/contacts: Nope
6. birthdate: September 8, 1986
7. ethnicity: I really have no idea. People say I look German.
8. religion: I choose not to take part in it.
9. current age: 17 years of age
10. siblings: 2
11. siblings age: 11,15
12. location: Smalltown
13. college plans: I'll be a senior next year and I still have no idea. I need to get motivated.


+||SOCIAL


1. best guy friend: David, Andrew, Joshua
2. best girl friend: Emma, Vikki, Erica
3. current crush: No crush at the moment.
4. boyfriend/girlfriend: Some homeless guy.
5. are u the center of attention or a wallflower: Depends.
6. what type of automobile do u drive: I ride Joshua's car.
7. are u timely or always late: timely most of the time. Being late is crap.
8. do u have a job: Nope.
9. do u like being around people: Yes, I do. I'm happiest then.
10. hobbies: Movies, filming, games, computah


+||LOVE


1. have u ever loved someone u had no chance with?: hmm...Hard to explain
2. have u ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did?: Hmm..Not too sure
3. do u have a "type" of person u always go after?: Nope.
4. do u want someone u don't have right now?: No I do not.
5. ever liked a close guy/girlfriend?: I guess you could say that.
6. are u lonely right now?: For the most part, nope. Yay!
7. ever afraid u'll never get married?: Sometimes.
8. do u want to get married?: I think I do.
9. do u want kids?: One
10. would you rather love or be loved?: Be loved.


+||FAVOURITES


1. room in house: My room
2. type of music: Dumb question to ask me. Mostly rock-ish stuff of all sorts I suppose.
3. location for dates: It dosen't matter.
4. memory: Hmmm
5. day of the week: Don't matter.
6. colour: None
7. perfume or cologne: Cologne sucks.
8. flower: Nothing there, either.
9. month: The months of summer.
10. season: Summer.


+||SECTION THREE: Have You Ever..


1. Done Drugs: Nope
2. Run Away From Home: No again
3. Hit A Girl: I've hit Kala before out of anger. I felt bad afterwords.
4. Lied: No....No one ever lies...as a matter of fact...I'm not lying now. :X
5. Stolen Anything: Yes I have.
6. Broken A Bone: Sure.
7. Cheated On A Test: No...I never cheat...never...nope..none
8. Cheated On A girlfriend/boyfriend: Nope. That's wrong.
9. Gotten Drunk: Never
10. Been With Two guys/girls At Once: Yeah...I'm with 4 girls at lunch everyday!
11. Been In The Hospital: Yes mam
12. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: The situation hasn't came yet.
13. Fell asleep in the shower/bath: I have...I've layed down in the shower before to sleep.
14. Gone to Church: Yeah, I have. Only when I'm forced.
15. Never slept during a night: More than often.
16. Ever been on a motorcycle or motorbike: I don't think so..
17. Been to a camp: Yes.
18. Sat in a restaurant w/o ordering: ?
20. Gone a week w/out shaving: Yep...I always do.
21. Didn't wash your hair for a week: Nope...I shower more often than any male I know.
22. Broken something valuable: I might have...don't remember.
23. Thought you were in love: I say hmmm once again
24. Streaked on the streets: I'm streaking on the streets this instant with a WiFi connection and a laptop strapped to my chest.
25. Screamed at someone for no reason: Yes I have...I scream alot... But not at everyone.
26. Said I love you and meant it: Yeah..
27. Been hurt by a guy/girl you loved: Hmmm
28. Stayed up till 4 am on the phone: Yes.
29. Pulled a prank: Yep.
30. Made fun of someone: Yeah..


+||SECTION FOUR: Which Is Better?


1. Coke Or Pepsi: Hmm..Can't decide.
2. Cats Or Dogs: Cats like to flirt so them.
3. DVDs or VHS: DVD
4. Deaf Or Blind: Blind
5. Pools Or Hot Tubs: Depends.
6. Television Or Radio: TV with the right stuff.
7. CDs Or MP3's: MP3s because I = poor
8. Apples or oranges: Apples I think
9. Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries
10. Gold or silver: Gold
11. Vanilla or chocolate: Hmm...Vanilla chocolate? Or is that white chocolate? Well, that.
12. Movies or music: Both?
13. Park or Beach: Beach.
14. Hot or Cold weather: Hot.
15. Sunset or Sunrise: Sunset.


+||SECTION FIVE: When is the Last time You..


1. Took a shower: This morning.
2. Cried: yesterday I got teary-eyed during AI last night.
3. Watched a Disney movie: Monday.
4. Given/gotten a hug: Blah...I haven't gotten one that mattered to me in FOREVER. I'd like one..
5. Been to the movies: Dawn of the Dead a few weeks ago.
6. had a boy/girlfriend: About 7 and a half months.
7. kissed someone: :*(
8. Said I love you: I told mommy I loved her earlier.
9. Danced: Smalltown High's Christmas Formal. Eww
10. Did a survey like this: It's been a while. I think I might start doing more.


+||SECTION SIX: What is..


1. Your Fondest Memory Of This year: I have no idea... We are only 4 months into it.
2. Your Most Prized Possession: My DVD collection...because I'm a dork.
3. The Thing(s) That Makes You The Happiest: Movies, music, my friends :)
4. Your Favourite Food For Breakfast: Cereal, bitches.
5. Your Favourite Food For Dinner: Arby's, bitches.
6. Your Favourite Slow Song: Hmm...Not too sure. I like a ton of them. I guess the ones that make me cry.
7. Your Ideal BF/GF?: I do not know.


· × · N U M B E R · × ·
Of times I have had my heart broken: I don't like these questions
Of hearts I have broken: Every time I lay my eyes on a woman(or man for that matter), I break a heart. I'm a sexy mutherfuck.
Of guys I've kissed: 14,000,000. Yep. Fourteen million
Of girls I've kissed: 14,000,000 minus 14,000,000
Of CD's I own: I have 14 in my room, but I gave alot of my old pop albums to my sister who destroyed them practicly.
Of scars on my body: Tons. I get in knife fights all the time. Wanna go? Beat it.
Of things that I regret: Sucking off that guy who I knew had AIDS. I mean...WHAT?!?! 




April 17, 2004
Good Saturday morning, everyone. I'm not doing much. I'm just sitting here talking with Scott about how I'm pretty sure me and someone else tried putting on My Size Barbie's dress back in like mid-grade school. God, I was even gay then. I don't think we took our clothes off to try it. I sure as hell hope not. I doubt it. Grade schoolers will do anything to avoid being branded "queer" by the other kids. I was the same. It's obvious that I don't care what everyone thinks of me now. I know I'm not actually gay so no point in trying to avoid doing things that might seem gay or whatever.


So I'll talk about yesterday since all I had in my entry yesterday was a survey.


I wish Kala would stop listening to this damn Usher song.


First period wasn't too bad. Cyfers just talked to us about stuff that really isn't relative to what we are doing in his class now. I won't have him Monday through Wednesday. Woooooo


Art I did nothing. I think I colored my locker which I should have done 30 years ago.


Mrs. Hensley's class was interesting. We had to write a page about our favorite friend. Everyone at our table wrote about me. Even I did. I went on about how I'm my own best friend and how we have everything in common. I was thinking of taking it seriously, but nah. If I would have...It would be a tough choice. My favorite male friend is David I think and my favorite female friend is Emma. I feel closer to them than anyone else.


Farmer just talked to us about watching TV and movies in this area in the 50s. At least we did no work.


Lunch was the usual awesome. I have so much fun during lunch. It makes everything else worth it if I get to go to lunch and be with my friends. I love them all more than anything.


Fifth was killer. We went outside because Barker had to help Eek with some baseball stuff, and the 5th period gym class was out out at the softball field. Emma and Vikki were out there. I spent the whole period talking to them. Makes me want to have classes with friends. I only have one period with friends who talk to me. That's third.


Mrs. Chambers wasn't there yesterday. And we all did our work...with the help of the teacher's manuel. Mr. Workman is cool. The other part of class I helped Synthia out with writing the days left on the board and decorating it and such.


We finished up Witness for the Prosecution. I liked it. I didn't expect to, but I did.


After school, we filmed more of Megamen. What we did was pretty funny. It's great. I don't know if we'll be able to do another episode for TV, though.


I took like a 20-30 minute nap on the couch a short while after we stopped. Joshua left to go to the tennis match. It lasted until like 10 he said.


So I just layed around and stuff. I planned on playing something but Jeff went to bed so I couldn't go into our room unless I was going to bed so I just stayed on here for a while and talked to a few people. I went to bed around 12:30 or something because I started to get a little tired and stuff.


I'm now sitting here singing the Chalk Zone theme to myself while drinking a Pepsi. I'm obviously bored. I think we're gonna film more today. I hope we do. Everyone's internet is messed up. Mine was earlier and Andrew' and Joshua's is now. I hate Charter. Oops. Did I say that out loud? No, I didn't. I typed it.


I hear a wasp I think....I hate wasps...I guess I am afraid of them like I am with knives mostly..I can't help that I'm a pussy when it comes to things that can poke me.


Well, I don't know if there's anything else to say. This entry turned out to be a doozy. Go me. I'm da man. I still have to clean my room before everyone gets home. It's just me and Kala now. See you later, kids. 


April 18, 2004
Kala was watching the music video channels and this song came on. I downloaded it as soon as I heard Seal's voice. I love this song to death.


Sorry I didn't update last night. I stayed at Joshua's and didn't feel like doing an entry there. I could have, but didn't. Oh well. I'll recap. These past two days have been tons of fun.


Yesterday afternoon Joshua came by and we sat around and watched the deleted scenes and outtakes from Chappelle's Show. He had $200 in birthday money but only $100 on him. My mom gave him $10. So we decided to go to Wal-Mart and spend it. He bought a $40 entertainment center, Reservoir Dogs and True Lies on DVD, a $20 digital camera, and some children-sized Donkey Kong boxers.


Then we came back here, got some things then went to his house. We fixed up that entertainment center and took a huge chair out of there and downstairs and stuff of that nature. And Ms. Wandling came over. Well, Joshua went and got her. We all just sat around doing nothing pretty much. We watched I Want A Famous Face. It was funny...odd but funny nonetheless.


When he left to take her home, I did something I'd never think of myself doing 4 years ago...I watched the first episode of Dawson's Creek. And I must say I like the show a ton now. I watched 3 more this morning. I want to keep watching. I hope I can borrow the first season from Erin after Joshua finishes. I'm the average man who likes Dawson's Creek and Degrassi. Yep. Most guys love those shows.
I'm a sap for drama.


We also played a good deal of Chrystal Chronicles today. Last night we watched Reservoir Dogs. I got Joshua to buy it even though he hadn't seen it. You know you'll like it before you see it because it's by Quentin because he's great at everything.


Today ended up being awesome, though. A few people decided to have a party for Joshua in the park today since yesterday was his birthday. Me, Joshua, Bart, Andrew, Sarah G, Davidis, Erin, and Tristan were there. It was alot of fun. They hand tampons hanging from the decorations. They had a cake fight. I watched cause I didn't want to get messy and have my parents question me. And we had some frisby fun and XM fun and other fun. Woooooo!


Now I'm home, real tired, and getting bored. But I feel good. Today was great fun. I'd like to do stuff like that with my friends more often. Emma and Vikki say we're gonna do everything together next year. Those will be awesome days indeed.        [28 May 2004|09:54pm]
[     mood     |     depressed     ]


It is Friday, May 28th, and my last day as a junior in High School couldn't have been much worse. I don't feel like doing this. I'll get into shit I really don't want to get into. It's not just the usual girl shit I always whine about, either.


First period me and Christina went through and labled most of my leaves. Second period I finished up some art work and worked on Cyfers stuff. Third I did the same thing. In fourth I did Farmer's open book test. Lunch sucked. I spent 1/3 of it with Cyfers as he reviewed my leaf collection and I turned in everything I needed to. The other part was everyone sitting here hardly saying anything to anyone. Everyone else seemed to be too occupied to really talk to me, so I left and cleaned out my locker. I returned the book I stole from the library a while back. I also put my english book back into Mrs. Chambers' room. I didn't do anything in Mrs. Adkins room. I started feeling pretty bad, then Alan came in and I talked to him for a while then we left. The bell rang a little bit later. I came here with Joshua. We watched G4TechTV a bit then went to graduation. I sat around him, Sarah, Emma, and Vikki. It was fair I guess. Hanging with them was the only good thing about it. The whole graduation thing did nothing for me at all.


And so I'd like to thank my emotions for completely wrecking my day. Today had the potential to be enjoyable, a little even, but nope. The only good thing was hanging out with my friends. That is the only good thing about my life. I wish I could hang out with people more this summer or else I think I'll end up being a complete wreck. I miss David. I wish he would be able to come down here sooner.


Seriously. words can't express how much I hate school and how much I won't miss it.


I really have nothing to do this summer aside from hope that a few people will occasionally ask me to do stuff. It probably won't happen often, though. I had a girlfriend last summer. I had someone to care about and someone to talk to and someone to make me feel good. This summer I don't have shit.


I feel llike going into my room, watching G4TechTV, and crying myself to sleep. Goodbye.
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Well, I am done with this. I've been busy doing other crap to not pay attention to this. Byebye!
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        [29 May 2004|10:25pm]
[     mood     |     good     ]
[     music     |     BoA - Love & Honesty (Album)     ]


http://bushgame.com
^^Play it right now. Best. Game. Ever.^^


Hey everybody. Johnbo here with the chonicles of myself.


Today has been a good day. Full of fun-filled poopy. Let's start from the beginning. I woke up around 9 or so, watched TV and sat on here. My usual Saturday morning. Oh so very rad. Saturday morning shows are better now than they were for the past few years. The whole scene seemed dead for the longest time. It's not as good as early 90s, but still.


I sat on here most of the morning and afternoon until I got a message from Bart asking if I'd like to go with some others and play with waterguns in the park, and I said yes. We went to Dolloar Tree and bought 9 guns then we left for the park. Andrew showed up and so did Erin and Laura. The girls decided they didn't want to get wet so it was just us boys having some watergun fun. Hey, that rhymed.


After the park stuff, we dashed to the movies. We discovered they were showing Shrek 2 and Mean Girls. I went there with Bart, Erin, and Laura. Andrew, Emma, Vikki and some of her family was there but they watched Shrek 2 while we watched Mean Girls. Me and Bart agreed to watch it. And I wish we would have watched Shrek 2 again because that movie was horrible with the exception of John Meadows and girls getting hit by busses. It was almost painful. Oh well, I'll watch anything once almost. I can't think of any movie I haven't seen that I would refuse to watch no matter what.


After the movie, me, Bart, Andrew, and Erica pooped around in the bowling alley for a while. We played games and stood around talking about poop. It was fun. Then once everyone else was leaving, me and Bart left aswell. He dropped me off and here I am. Today has been cool indeed.


And it's became obvious to me what I need to do in order to stop feeling bad for no reason. And I plan to stick to this plan to break this habit. I'm breaaaaaaking the haaaaaaaaaabit tonight.


Anyway, peace out, homies. Johnmy loves you.
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        [01 Jun 2004|11:24pm]
[     mood     |     energetic     ]
[     music     |     Macho Man Randy Savage     ]


Why am I energetic? I think it's the generic grape soda...


I lied to you all in a previous journal entry. I said that nothing could convince me to go to school on Tuesday(Or maybe I never said that in my journal entry and I only said it to a select few people). Anyway, that wasn't true. There's only one thing that could get me to come to school today. And that is one Chris Brewster.


I woke up around 9:30 this morning. I got out of my bed, sat down at the computer to switch over to my account and stuff, and here comes Chris pulling into my driveway. What am I saying? I don't have a driveway. Anyway, he gets out and tells me to go back to school with him. He, Joshua, and Bart wanted me to come. I said no at first. He came in and started working his magic on me. Eventually I said I would go. So I just threw on a shirt and some pants and left.


We got there at the end of 3rd. In forth I didn't even go to Farmer's room. I just went to Mrs. Chambers' class with them and we showed our interpretation of Canary Row chapters 25-28 I think. Everyone loved it. Mrs. Chambers did too. Then me, Joshua F. and McM, Chris, Bart, and Heather(ha) played hackey. A little while later, lunch began. I just sat there with Emma and Andrew. 'Twas fine. After lunch, I went to 5th hoping Carrie was there today, but she wasn't. I would have liked to talk to her before school ended and I never saw her for 3 months, but I didn't get to. I just sat there bored. But I shall live.


In 6th, Joshua McMullen and Andrew came over to Mrs. Chambers' room and played hackey.We had to do a few missions for her throughout the school. That was probably the funnest class of the day. It was just awesome. Seventh was okay. We watched Snow Dogs. I loved it because Sisqo is in it.


After school we were gonna help move stuff to Andrew' new house(which is his grandma's old house and it's next to his old house) but things didn't go as planned so we only got a trunkfull of stuff and took it over there. We played hackey for a while there. I also was going insane at Joshua' stupid CD player. I hate it. It won't work in heat. I hate it. Did I say I hate it?


I FINALLY got my Gamecube controller from Josh. I'm borrowing XIII from him now. I absolutely love that game. Such pretty graphics, awesome storyline, and David Duchovney and Joshua West as voice actors make for a great game.


Anyway, that's my entry. Rad, aren't it? Yep. Me done now. Stop typing I shall.
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What the fuck's a samoflange?     [03 Jun 2004|12:35pm]
[     mood     |     awake     ]
[     music     |     Digitally Imported     ]


Good afternoon, my followers. How art thou?


I'm pretty good today. I'm tired, though. I just woke up not too long ago. I made these steak sandwich things and they are so awesome. That + generic orange pop = pwnt


Man...techno is so awesome. Everyone, go to Digitally Imported and bask in the holyness that is techno music.


Yesterday wasn't a bad day. I got to watch three movies that I hadn't got to watch before. I'll give reviews of each.


The first one was Willard, the remake that came out last year starring the God Crispen Glover. I absolutely loved everything about this movie. I had been wanting to see it ever since it came to theaters last year, but I never got a chance to see it until yesterday on Starz. But yeah, it was really good. Go watch it.


The second movie I watched on pay-per-view with dad. It was Master and Commander: The Far Side of the World. It was good, but almost boring. It seemed to be unfortunately dull in the middle, but there was enough to keep me awake. It could have been longer, and I'm glad it wasn't. It's worth watching once if you are a Russell Crowe fan like I am. So it's pretty good, it's just nothing compared to A Beautiful Mind or Gladiator, two of my favorite films of all time.


And the third I watched was Dumb and Dumberer: When Harry Met Lloyd. I thought it was great and worthy of the Dumb and Dumber name. Of course, it dosen't touch the classicness of the original film, but still it's quite funny at times. Bob Saget's role in the movie is one of the funniest and greatest cameos of film history. Hearing Bob Saget shout "Shit" like 30 times is so great. Bob Saget is my God. There's proof of him being God, just go to http://bobsagetisgod.com/


And in my last entry, I forgot to mention a movie I watched on Sunday for the first time. That movie was True Lies. I have been shunned for years because I had not seen it. I wish I would have watched it before. It was so awesome. It has one of the greatest casts ever. Arnold Schwarzenegger, Tom Arnold, and Bill Paxton are all such great actors. Nothing beats an Arnold action/comedy. This movie is the best example of villain aim. You know, when EVERY bad guy has horrible aim and they can only hit the ground or walls that are around the protagonist. Thent here's the hero who has PERFECT aim and hits everything he aims at on the first try.


http://www.villainsupply.com
That's a site I just stumbled upon....interesting. I CAN ORDER A INTERCONTINENTAL BALLISTIC MISSILE & SILO KIT FOR ONLY $736,000,000!!!!!


But other than that, I just played XIII and Final Fantasy X-2. That's so awesome, huh? XIII is a great game. I love it's animation, and the story keeps getting better. And while playing yesterday, it said "fuck" so that made me giggle. Games should swear more often.


After my movie watching, I stayed on here until about 1. Me, Erica, Cortney, Robert, and Andrew held a nice AIM chat. It was the usual retarded fun. Now I'm up. I've been up for like an hour or something. I'll probably do the same stuff as I did yesterday.


THUNDERCATS! HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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        [04 Jun 2004|12:11pm]
[     mood     |     aggravated     ]
[     music     |     Crispin Glover - Ben     ]


Hello my friends. time for another entry. Although this one will be....a little different.


Yesterday started of like a normal day of nothing. I sat around on here and played XIII and made a good deal of progress. I had to re-do like 3 levels I had done the day before because my dumb ass didn't save. I better have saved yesterday :-X


Around 3 or 4 Daniel asked me if I wanted to go to Charleston with him. I said yes. He planned on going to Circuit City so I suguested we went to Marqee and watched the Day After Tomorrow aswell.


And so it was Charleston or bust. We got to Circuit City and looked around for like an hour. Then we went and watched the Day After Tomorrow. Oh my god...I really really loved this movie. I love Rolland Emmerich's directing style. It reminded me of Independence Day in some ways, which is a good thing because ID4 rules. The story was great. The way it was told helped it be great. The cast was wonderful. The CGI is the best I've ever seen in any movie. And it had just about everything you could ask for in a movie. I recomend that everyone watches this. Emmy Rossum is the main female role, and I think I love her. She's only 4 days younger than I am. We will marry one day.


After the movie, Daniel's car was acting up. The little coolant/antifreeze light was on. So we went to a few stores to get some and we found some at Wal-Mart. The car was still kinda acting up, but we went anyway since we thought all it needed was coolant. We ate at Taco Bell then began our trip home.


Nothing could have prepared me for what would happen.


We driving like normal, and when we got close to the Hamlin exit, and we see smoke. We don't know what to think so we're about to pull of, but before we do that we see a big flame fly from the side of the hood. He pulls over, turns the car off, and we jump out. It's about 10:15 PM and hardly anyone is on the road. Anyone that did pass us saw two people waving and screaming at them with a burning car behind them, but the assholes didn't bother to stop. A short while later this nice woman with some kids and a guy in the car pull over. She said she'd be right back because she had to drop those kids off. She did, and the guys stayed there. She got back and took me to a gas station so I could call my dad. I called and she took me back to the site. The flames were getting quite big. It pretty much engulfed the entire front 3/4 of the car. Dumbass cop tried to put it out with a fire extinguisher and waited forever before calling someone. There were 2 cars who pulled over to check it out. They were nice people. I thanked them for their kindness. At almost 12, my mom got there. I haven't talked to Daniel since I left. I'd like to talk to him sometime today and check up. He lost the car, around $170 that was in the console, a $300 camera, and a TON of CDs. Oh man...that was crazy. I didn't know what to think.


Anyway, I got home around 12:15 or something and got on here for like an hour before going to bed. I've woke up already and here I am.


I think my parents are making me go to Cincinatti, Ohio with them today. :-\
I don't want to go at all.....I think I'm gonna convince them to let me stay home. I will be sooooo bored if I go. Let's hope I don't.


But yeah, this has been an action-packed entry from me. I'll be back tomorrow hopefully. If I don't say anything tomorrow, I'm in Cincinatti probably.


Anyway, peace out.
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        [06 Jun 2004|01:07am]
[     mood     |     horny     ]
[     music     |     Nothin'     ]


Yo kids. time for a John-E update.


As you might have noticed, I am home and it's Saturday night. Meaning I didn't go to Cincinatti with the rest of my family. Thank God. Although I almost regret not going......almost! Dad said on the phone that they were gonna go to King's Island but he wouldn't let them because I wasn't there. But they did go to a Reds game. Oh well. Baseball isn't my thing, anyway.


Yesterday wasn't bad at all. Joshua came over after the parents left. We watched 3 episodes of Degrassi, Kindergarden Cop, and some other movie. I can't remember what it was, though. We were up until like 2:30. We watched an episode of Dual on Anime Unleashed, which is the biggest ripoff of Evangelion I've ever seen. They took sooo many things from it. It was sad. Then Betterman came on. Oh god, it's so generic and bad. They try soo hard to be confusing and complex. Everything in it had such rediculous names. And they make everything as serious and dull as possible. Good job!


I was just reading this message board, and they said after RJ pulls the plug in UHF at the telathon, you can hear some kid in the crowd scream "Aww man, fuck off!!" I didn't believe it, but I went and put my DVD of it in and sure enough, it's there! Hearing "fuck" in something from Weird Al is both odd and great. By the way, UHF is a masterpiece.


Anyway, I woke up this morning and got in the shower. While I was in the shower, Joshua got up and he had to piss REALLY bad but I was in the shower so he couldnt get into the bathroom. So he grabs a Moutain Dew bottle and pisses into it while standing in the middle of my kitchen. He then pours the piss down the drain and rinses the bottle. He then throws it into the garbage. He didn't bother to tell me about this for a few hours. He only mentioned it as he was leaving around 2. The bastard!


Well, today has been pretty good I guess. When we woke up, Joshua and I watched an episode of Ranma. I have more set to download and a few episodes of Tenchi Muyo that he wants me to watch. I played XIII for a while and then watched Black Hawk Down for the first time at 7:30. I thought it was really good. I love war movies when they are done in that style. It's all gritty and it feels real and not like a movie. It was nice.


So then I got on here and now I'm talking to Andrew, Cortney, and Scott. I have to keep Cortney company because she's scared to be in a house alone at night. I'm the same way unless I have a TV on. TV's make me feel safe. I'm watching Cowboy Bebop now. How cool am I?


Well, I think this entry is done. I'll be back in the near future. Later!
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You dig up the past, all you get is dirty.     [09 Jun 2004|11:21am]
[     mood     |     silly     ]
[     music     |     Minority Report on TV     ]


It's about damn time I do an entry! Today makes the third day since I last updated. Here it goes.


On Sunday evening Bart and Andrew came over because we were to film a little bit of stuff that we still need to get done for Mega Men. We went out in the woods to do this. We almost got stuck in the ground. The mud was so deep we began sinking as we were walking. Our shoes looked like we stepped in a pile of dinosaur shit. I love Jurassic Park.


Anyway, we did what we could without Joshua and came back inside. I showed them the hidden profanity in UHF, then we watched the Ask A Black Dude segment on the Chappelle's Show DVD. During all of that, Joshua called. We told him to come over and bring my camera so we could show our Canary Row to Andrew. He got to my house and we did just that. I think he liked it. After that, we decided we'd walk to Matthew's to pick up all of our tapes so Andrew could try to get them all captured. Unfortunately, he wasn't home at the time.


So we got back to my house, then Bart and Andrew left. I went with Joshua back to his house. We layed around watching TV pretty much all evening. During the night, Scott(Joshua's father for you dumbos) did something very interesting. He wakes up later in the night, goes out to the stairs and pisses all over them from the top. He's got a bathroom in his room, apparently he dosen't need it.


The next day we rearranged Joshua's room. It's pretty now. So we do random poop, then he eventually takes me home. Later on in the night I get a message from Matthew asking if he can come over, and I tell him yes. I was glad that he was able to come over and spend the night. It was the first time in a LONG time. We were up until 5:30 playing games, watching stuff, and planning out Game Genie 2, the best sequel to the best movie ever.


I ended up waking around 2:30, which is very, very late for me. A few hours later, grandma comes over and tells us she needs the help of me and Jeff to move some beds and dressers out of a room, and put some other ones in there. So we spent a while doing that. Then we had to go with her to a place in Harts where my grandfather was raised because they were moving some stuff over there. They are doing stuff with his old house. I rode there with Grandma and stuff behind Jeff and Grandpa. I actually enjoyed that trip. He house is very hard to find. heh It's very well hidden. So we moved some stuff into there, and then we sat around as it rained. We ended up leaving and coming back here. She gave the both of us $20. I told her she didn't have to give it to us, but she insisted.


I ended up sitting on here until around 2:30 last night talking to people and crap. Weeeeeeee
And so I sit here now watching Minority Report. I was watching Who Framed Roger Rabbit before this. Christopher Lloyd used to scare the bejesus out of me in that movie.


Well, homies, I will be back in a day, two days, maybe three days but I surely hope not. I'll try to be back in a day. If I don't do another entry then, pee on me.
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Let's keep it clean......PUNCH-OUT!     [13 Jun 2004|01:09pm]
[     mood     |     hungry     ]
[     music     |     Game Over - Little Mac's Confession     ]


Howdy. It's been a while. 3 whole days. But I've been busy busy so it's okay.


I love going through and reading random people's journals. I just read a journal entry from this girl in middle school and she's talking about a dance they had. She was talking about how some kids were giving other kids "lap dances" and how they all were making out on the dance floor. But my favorite part was when she was talking about the "mosh pit" and how kids got busted lips. Yep, moshing to music being played by a DJ at a middle school dance is good fun.


Anyway, now I'll begin to talk about the past few days. On Wednesday I did a bunch of....I don't know. I wanted mom to take me to Wal-Mart but she kept putting it back until later in the day, so I kept bothering her. So she and dad ordered the mother of all movies, the Haunted Mansion. And I eventually got her to say she'd take me after the movie ended. I had talked to Robert beforehand and we talked about me staying over there and such.


But soon after we left for Wal-Mart. I was having trouble deciding on what I would spend my $20 on. It was either going to be F-Zero GX, or Sonic Mega Collection. I ended up buying Sonic Mega Collection. I needed to buy a new game anyway. It had been a while. Most of my money I've gotten in the past couple of months has went to DVDs. But I had to hurry in, buy the game, then get out to the car because mom was waiting out there. So I bought it, got out to the car, and rode home. On the way home I told mom to stop by Robert's to see if I could stay, and she did and I asked and he said I could so I stayed. I didn't have anything with me but Sonic Mega Collection, but he's got a good deal of games so we were busy.


We played games and watched TV like we always do when I'm at people's houses because that's what us nerds like to do. While I was over there, I got him addicted to PSO. I'd be playing it now if I had a new monitor because this one won't let me play games. It gets all cut-up looking. My monitor is an ocean. There are waves everywhere. Grr...I hate everything about this computer.


Anyway, on Thursday, my mom came and got me around 8ish. And as soon as I get home, I get a call from Joshua asking me to come over. So I leave and go over there. I never get a moment of peace anymore, but I don't mind. I keep busy and I'm happy with it. Anyway, we sat around and I spent forever unlocking everything on Sonic Mega Collection while he was at the computer watching Trigun, which is something I need to start watching.


When I got up, me and Joshua got the idea to do a search for the R. Kelly sex tapes that got soo much publicity like a year ago. We wanted to know if he actually pissed on this teenage girl. Well, after a little while of looking, sure enough we found it and watched most of it. Sure enough, he does urinate on that girl. He also tells her to dance around and pee in his floor. R. Kelly....you are so weird.


Then we left to come down this way. We dropped Sarah off at Matthew's, I borrowed his graphing calculator for the ACT the next day, Joshua borrows Chris's, we stop by my house to get some games, and we go to Andrew' new house and we played multiplayer games and watched Game Genie. Sarah Wandling ended up coming over aswell. She let me and Joshua borrow two of her yearbooks so we would have ID for the ACT. Dad said we had to be back home before 9:30, which sucks because Matthew was coming over and we were gonna plan out Game Genie 2, which will be the best movie ever. You just wait.


So we came home, and I sat there as Joshua played Vice City and talked to Sarah. I don't mind at all, though. It got me mad in like 8th grade, but I'm a smarter Johnmy now. We went to bed at like 11, but I didn't fall asleep until like 12:30. We got up at a glorious 6 AM and left around 7:15.


We got there and had to sit in the theater place forever. Robert was there. Then we got separated and sent to our rooms. First test was English, which was easy and I had like 15 minutes left when I finished. There were like 74 questions on it. Second test was math, which wasn't bad with the exception of everything about trig on it. That stuff I didn't get at all, but oh well. Then we had a break. The only person in my room that I knew was Jamie Thompson. I stood there and talked to her then we went back into the room and finished the test. Next was reading comp., which was so dumb. If you take the ACT, remember this: DON'T READ STORIES. Just glance at them for answers but don't read them, they are traps and you WILL run out of time. I knew beforehand not to read. Same goes for science....DON'T READ PARAGRAPHS. The second half was dumb, but the first half wasn't bad.


So me and Joshua came back here. It was around 12:30. We sat around doing the usual for a few hours until he decided to go home. I took an hour long nap because I was still dead tired from getting up so early. I got up, got on here, and pooped around. Joshua called and said he was getting his sister from Matthew's and he was gonna stop by and get an NES and VCR for his PC mod. He also gave me a VCD of Cowboy Bebop episodes 1-3. I watched it and I love it. Me and him are starting an anime VCD collection with a great variety of series'. We are nerds and I like it.


So I went to bed at like 12 last night and got up around 10 this morning. I ate some Waffle Crisp, took a shower, and got on here. I also took Matthew's calculator to him. Now I'm done with this entry I think. It's pretty darn long if I say so myself. But I've seen longer. Well, peace out homies.
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I will remember before I forget     [17 Jun 2004|03:29pm]
[     mood     |     tired     ]
[     music     |     Spiderman 2 Soundtrack     ]


I'm sitting here getting the entire Spiderman 2 soundtrack. It's the closest thing I'll get to the movie as of now until it releases in 2 weeks. That or watch the trailer multiple times, which I could do and not mind because I'm so excited about this movie. It's going to be sooo great. I hope Bonesaw is in this one.


Anyway, I've came to the decision that over the summer I'm not going to try to do an entry every single day. Entries over the summer are better if I talk about a few days instead of just one each entry because I might have a boring day where I do nothing at all. I want good entries, and this is the best way to do it. I'll do one every 2-3 days.


Well, Monday I walked over to Andrew' house so we could test some special effects and figure out how to get our VHS tapes captured onto the computer so we can edit it and make DVDs and whatnot. So later I call to check in with the 'rents and make sure they knew that I was spending the night there, but dad was apparently on a power trip and he started screaming at me saying I didn't ask and since I didn't I had to walk my ass on home. I was soooo mad. When I got home he didn't say anything to me. If he would have, I think I would have went crazy. I ended up going to bed early that night because Charter thought they'd play jokes on me by turning my internet on and off.


I spent the next day sitting here and in my room keeping busy like I usually do. I did watch the Bourne Identity for the first time. I thought it was great. My Matt Damon respect-o-meter went up. I now want to watch it's sequel, the Bourne Supremacy, which comes out next month. It probably won't come here, though. Smalltown sucks. Joshua came over around 11 and we tested his monitor on my computer to see if it was my monitor's problem and not my video card, but my monitor is apparently fine and my video card is what's messed up. Grrrr....I can't stand this computer. In August, we will be celebrating his 6th birthday.


Anyway, me and Joshua layed around and watched TV and stuff. We watched Bebop at 1, then right after that, the power went out. It stayed out too. For no real reason, we stayed up for like an hour after it went out. We looked through my Gamepro's with flashlights. We're dorks, so what?


Anyway, the next day began. We sat around and Joshua ended up leaving a bit after we got up. He almost forgot his monitor, but I ran it out there to him. I sat around forever on here talking to people like normal. I asked dad if I could spend the night at Andrew', and he said yes. So I took a shower, walked over there and did just that. I had fun over there. We played Dreamcast, sat there editing the Yeti stuff, and we went to Wal-Mart and Arby's. Andrew bought 28 Days Later on DVD. He chose to get the Fullscreen, though. Eww..


Anyway, I fell asleep at like 5 something. He was still on the computer when I fell asleep. I woke up around 11 something, and shortly after began the trek home. Today hasn't been the greatest day. I feel bad for a few of my friends and I hope things get better.


But I think I'm gonna get off of here and find something to do.


Download:
Train - Ordinary
Ana - We Are
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Everybody seems to be getting what they need, where's mine?     [20 Jun 2004|10:11pm]
[     mood     |     sick     ]
[     music     |     Jimmy Gnecco feat. Brian May - Someone to Die For     ]


Ugh...something is inside of me. I think I'm pregnant.


Well, what was my last entry? I don't remember where I left off, but I know where I'll start.


Friday night there were plans for Matthew and I to go to Andrew' and plan out Game Genie. So around 8, I ask mom if I can go Matthew's, she said yes and I went. We sat around for a bit and we decided we should try to contact Johnmy O. so we could try to do a commentary track for the upcomming Yeti DVD. He loved the idea so we went and got him. We had the idea to film a short Yeti something for the DVD, but we couldn't find any of the crew's attire from the old films.


So we decided to make a trip to Wal-Mart. It was like 9:30 or something. We bought some Jacques glasses and a golt baret. We didn't want to buy a vest, because it was too much. We were fine with what we had. So we left, and we made a trip to the Hatfeild McCoy Mart/McDonald's across from Wal-Mart. On the way home we stopped by Huddle House to grab some grub. I ate some cheese sticks which Johnmy payed for. I decided to get something cheap since I didn't have any money on me. When we left it was sometime around midnight. We got back to Andrew' house sooner or later.


We then began doing the Yeti DVD commentary track for the upcomming Yeti DVD. We did it for our original 3 movies, which were the very start of Phico Philms. I'll bet if those weren't made, Phico Philms wouldn't exist now. They are legendary. And this DVD will allow the Yeti franchise to live on.
I'm cheesy, so what?


Anyway, the commentary track is wonderful. We were all in character(except for Matthew, who pretended to be the camera man) and it was just hilarious. The way we did it was like...it was real and part of it's storyline. I've never heard any commentary track done that way and I'm happy to have taken part in it. Although I'll admit Johnmy was the show stealer. His character is flawless. The voice is great. It's beautiful.


We ended up filming a short intro outside, which we had to be REAL quiet doing because it was like 3 AM. Then Matthew had to take Johnmy home because he was to work the next day. Anyway, Matthew came back and we 3 went inside and sat around talking for a while. It was a good deal of fun. We sat around talking and stuff for a while, We ended up going to bed around 5:30 or something. By the time I fell asleep, it was getting light outside. And I spent the morning waking up and falling back to sleep for hours. It sucked. But yeah, we ended up leaving there around 12. We watched some videos on FXHome that these little 12 year old made. They are hilarious. Not really. They aren't good, either. Oh well. In the words of one of those kids... "BITCHH!"


Anyway, I came home and sit here forever, sat in my room and whatnot, then Joshua called saying I should go to Wal-Mart grocery shopping with him then over to his house. So he came over, we finished watching Spiderman, ate Long John Silver's and watched the Lewis Black HBO special. Oh god, it was absolutely beautiful. And Spiderman is now in the "Movies that never get old" category.


Yeah, we went to Wal-Mart and had fun. We bought the Funk groceries, a remote for Joshua, and a GOOD THE FUCK CHARLOTTE poster. We got home around 12. We put the poster up, sat around watching TV and playing PS1. He got a swap disk for PS1 that allows him to play burned games. :) I mean, of course we don't play copied games! We only use it to play imports that we legally purchase. Duh.......


Yeah, we ended up staying up til 5 shooting the breeze. I had a pleasant time. We sat around there all day aswell. The power kept going on and off so I got readdicted to WarioWare. We made some progress. Go us. He ended up bringing me home around 7. Here I watched a few episodes of Bebop and then got back on here. We are making VCDs of various anime series' and making a big collection. I got episodes 1-12 of both Cowboy Bebop and Trigun here.


Anyway, I have to be at my grandparent's house tomorrow at 7:30. Yep, I LOVE getting up that early during summer. I don't mind helping them out, but I wish it could wait til later. Maybe they'll pay extra for working odd hours.


But hey, I'm off. I need to sleep if I'm getting up that early. I also have to take out the trash. Peace out.
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Another survey stolen from bluelightning     [19 Jun 2004|01:02pm]
( Video game survey! )


I'm cool like that. Two surveys in a row. I might do a real entry one of these days.
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    [18 Jun 2004|11:40am]
( Stole this from bluelightning )
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Survey I stole from Joshua     [21 Jun 2004|08:39pm]
[     mood     |     exhausted     ]
[     music     |     Filter - Take A Picture     ]


Favorite ___ at the moment-
1. Color: Grey maybe. I don't know. I don't have a favorite color
2. Perfume: I don't wear perfume/cologne but maybe I should o_0
3. T.V. Show: Cowboy Bebop
4. Movie: The Butterfly Effect
5. Band/Singer: Slipknot at the moment because of the greatness of Vol. 3
6. Song: Jimmy Gnecco feat. Brian May - Someone to Die For
7. Radio Station: 20 on 20, 90s on 9, Cinemagic, the System
8. Subject: Video games or movies. If you get me started I can go on for hours on both subjects.
9. Hangout: Joshua's house probably
10. Fruit: Kiwi...which I haven't had in a while
11. Month: Hmm.. July
12. Season: Summer
13. Holiday: Christmas
14. Do you believe in love at first sight?: I have no answer...hah
15. Do you get along with your parents?: No...most of the time I don't.
16. Do you think about suicide? Yeah...I guess so.
17. Do you do drugs? No I do not.
18. Do you smoke? That I don't do, either
19. Do you think you have multiple personalities?: Yep, there's Johnmy and then there's THE ALMIGHTY CYLOR


Best Questions-
20. Best person to talk to: David I think....Andrew...Emma....Joshua...I don't know!!
21. Best relationship: Joshua probably
22. Best feeling: To be cared about.
23. Best stuffed animal you own: I don't have any stuffed animals. I'll just say my Mr. T figure.
24. Best thing that happened to you yesterday or today: I got paid $50 today.


Last Questions-
25. Last time you cried: I don't remember...I think I got teary eyed thinking about Butterfly Effect..heh
26. Last movie you saw in a theatre: The Day After Tomorrow...it OWNED
27. Last movie you rented: Gigli and School of Rock
28. Last movie you bought: A Beautiful Mind
29. Last song you listened to: Jimmy Gnecco feat. Brian May - Someone to Die For.mp3
30. Last song that was stuck in your head: Cowboy Bebop Theme
31. Last song you downloaded: Lostprophet's most recent album.
32. Last TV show you watched: Bebop
33. Last person you were thinking of: right now? Chris AKA bluelighting on GJ because I'm talking to him right now.
34. Last person you talked to: Chris via ICQ
35. Last person you hugged: Umm....I don't know. I don't remember the last time I got a hug... :-\ Probably Erin Long from a few months ago after the Cinderella play.
36. Last person you went to eat out with: Johnmy O., Matthew, and Andrew at Huddle House
37. Last person you yelled at: Jeff for being a cocksmoker.
38. Last person who told you a story: Hmm...My grandma or grandpa
39. Last person who made you smile: Hmm..Emma from our earlier AIM conversation
40. Last person who made you laugh: Above
41.Last person who said they love you: Mom I think...


Friends-
42. Closest: I'll give a list like Joshua did. Top 4 shall we?
Joshua
David
Andrew
Emma


I could list a ton of friends I'm close to, but those are probably the closest and I was supposed to only say one so be happy.


Out of these...
43. Who lives the farthest away: David
44. Who lives closest to you: Andrew
45. Who is the tallest: David...you big hairy, sexy fuck
46. Who is the shortest: Andrew or Emma...not sure..lol
47. Who is the meanest: Joshua probably...hah
48. Who is the nicest: Hmmm..Emma probably
49. Who is the loudest: David probably.
50. Who is the smartest: Hmmm...Joshua
51. Who is the craziest: Andrew or David....or Joshua hmmm
52. Who is the most violent: David :-D
53. Who sings the best: I've only heard 3 of them sing, David probably.
54. Who dresses the best: David because of his sexy dark blue shirts and dark blue trunks
55. Who makes you laugh the most: theyre all a bunch of silly bitches.. hard to say really
56. Who makes you smile most: David probably.
57. Who can cheer you up no matter what: All 4 of them. Each in their own way.
58. Who has a crush on you: All 4 of them.
59. Who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: All 4 of them (Running out of answers, am I?)
60. Who do you turn to the most: David or Emma...both about the same probably.




I think that's it. It didn't have a really good ending, did it?
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Ur not Gay.     [22 Jun 2004|08:05pm]
[     mood     |     bored     ]
[     music     |     Random Evanescence B-Sides     ]


Ur not Gay.
UR nowhere near gay


Are You Gay?


I'm not gay...and I know this because I took a 5 question GJ quiz and it said I'm not. It's not because I'm actually straight and I know it, it's because GJ quizzes are the source of all knowledge.




I might do an entry later tonight...who knows.
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Joshua and I talking about the price of the upcomming Degrassi DVD boxset.     [23 Jun 2004|01:55am]
funk336: probly... maybe u can only pay in canadian money
T1m 3 1s 4 h4xor: lmao since the cast must have maple syrup running through their veins
funk336: :-)
T1m 3 1s 4 h4xor: I'll beat each of the kid's fathers are all Mounty's
funk336: duh... or moose


Did you know you have to be from Canada or else you are not allowed to be on Degrassi, or like any Canadian show?


http://www1.funimation.com/degrassi/
Seasons 1-3(first 59 episodes) of Degrassi in one boxset on September 28th. I'm sure all you girls, and the other 3 guys aside from myself, are excited about it.


UPDATE:
Stupid site didn't explain everything too well and another site said it was all 3 seasons, but it's actually only season 1 in this boxset. 15 episodes isn't as cool as 59, but oh well. But each episode is a director's cut and every episode has deleted scenes and bloopers, so I'm happy.
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        [24 Jun 2004|12:15am]
[     mood     |     weird     ]
[     music     |     Tears For Fears - Head Over Heels     ]


Howdy there.


Before I get started, I've came to the decision that Slipknot's most recent album is the best album I've listened to in a very long time. I really can't think of an album I've liked as much as this one that's came out in the past year. I'm sure you know that, though.


Okay, now that I got that out of me.


How's everyone doing tonight? Me? I'm.....I don't know. It's weird. It's not bad exactly, but it isn't good, either.


I think what it was was "bored to borderline sadness" that got me when I was writing that sentence. It happens. I can't get off here and do something because Jeff and Kala both have friends over so I'm stuck here on the computer.


I don't even remember the past few days really. I remember today I went with Joshua to Josh's house. We played games. We played 3 player Legend of Zelda: Four Swords. They started playing Diablo and talking about so I just layed there and played WarioWare and True Crime. TC is alright, but I wouldn't spend $50 on it.


But yeah, Joshua took me home and I sat here. Tonight has been an...interesting night indeed. I'm not getting into it.


I think I stayed at Joshua's since my last entry. We were up til like 5 doing nothing. I might have mentioned it before. I don't feel like checking.


But yeah, things have been boring around here. I'll try and throw another entry together soon. This one was lackluster. I think that's right...anyway. David will be in next Wednesday and I can't wait. I'll be having fun then. We'll get to filming GG2 and then I'll be going to PA to film that horror.


Oh yeah, I've been writing the script to that horror movie for the past 2 days. It's coming out nicely. I'm happy with it. If you have any good titles for a horror movie, please leave a comment. Even if you don't know what it's about, leave it anyway.


The day before yesterday Jeff and I woke up at 6:45 to do work for our grandparents. We were to help them move stuff. We were pretty much doing stuff from 7 til 4 that evening. We ended up making $50 each. I'm gonna buy Butterfly Effect and Secret Window more than likely. I'll probably spend the other $10 on another DVD.


Well, guys. This entry sucked but I don't care. I'm posting it anyway. I'll talk to you boys and girls later!
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I just want something I can never have     [26 Jun 2004|11:57am]
[     mood     |     tired     ]
[     music     |     Nine Inch Nails - The Great Below     ]


Since my last entry, I've discovered that I'm in love with NIN. I hadn't really listened to them much before a few days ago. Of course I've heard Closer and Hurt, and some others, but not much else. So I downloaded the Downward Spiral and the Fragile. Both excellent albums. I want their next one to come out.


By the way, I am extremely tired. If I fall asleep while doing this entry, forgive me.


I'll recap the past few days. Not too much has been going down in the life of me. I just sit inside here, doing close to nothing.


A couple of days ago while browsing eBay, I found this. It sounds way too good for any Cowboy Bebop fan. I looked at some stuff about it and found that it had been out of print for years, so I got Aaron to let me use his eBay account and just BuyItNow. Alltogether, it came out as $29.90 including shipping charges.


Well, it is too good to be true...to a certain extent. After purchasing it, I did a little research on Anime Bootleg DVDs. I'm still going to be getting it, but what I payed for was a bootleg copy made by some little company. It's got a nice case and everything along will good DVD quality, so I don't mind. I got something awesome for $20, even if it's an illegal copy. :-P


I was going to save my other $20 of my money to buy Butterfly Effect on July 6th, but David told me he wanted me to buy Secret Window so he could watch it when he comes down here. So I thought, hey I plan on buying both of them anyway, so why not go ahead and get this since it's out and I have the money. I'll get BE soon enough. It's next on my to-get list. David will buy BE while he's down here anyway, so I'll still get to watch it's holyness.


I've also tried writing more of that script to the movie we've got planned. And I spent a good deal of yesterday sitting here trying to write, but I only got one action typed. That's one sentence that's explaning a scene. I'm 15 pages into it. Writing is hard. It's especially difficult to think of some idle bullshit conversation for people to have for a minute or two. Although Quentin Tarantino is sooo good at writing it. I wish I was as cool as him, but I'll never be that cool. Ever.


Hocus Pocus is the scariest film of all time. And it's all because of Bette Midler. Oh god....


And next Tuesday night, I plan on joining Daniel, Matthew, and some others on a journey to see Spiderman 2's premiere at midnight. Are we nerds? Yes. Yes we are.


Well, childrens, I think I'm done with this entry. Only a few more days 'til David gets here. Yay! And GG2 production starts soon so we'll be busy.


BYE BYE BYE
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Look out! Here comes the Spiderman!     [29 Jun 2004|05:52pm]
[     mood     |     full     ]
[     music     |     Danny Elfman - Spidey Suite     ]


Weeee. Hello kiddies. What up?


Today is now known as "Spiderman Day"


I'll recap the last few days quickly...because I'm nice. Well, Sunday night I ended up going to Joshua's because we were both bored. We sat around and were bored together. It's much cooler being bored when you're with someone. You're not as...bored. Sure. Yes Correct.. We stayed up til like 4. I went to bed before him becase I was getting tired of watching him play Diablo II. We also had some trouble getting Final Fantasy VII to work. :(


I ended up staying there 'til about 9 the next day. I enjoyed it, with the exception of the pain I had to withstand all day. I apparently slept weird or something, because my neck was KILLING me. I couldn't even turn left....like Zoolander. I couldn't turn my neck anyway.When I got home I took some pain pills and rubbed some poop on it while placing this here heat pad on the hurt-zone. I ended up staying up until like 2. I was staying up waiting for Daniel to get on so I could discuss our plans for the following day, which is today.


In case I didn't mention it before, we're going to see the midnight premiere of Spiderman 2 tonight in Charleston. Yep, we're awesome nerds, huh? So around 11, he got here and we went to Marquee to get our tickets. It will be me, Daniel, and Matthew. We also went to Circuit City to look around after getting the tix. Then we headed back to Smalltown. We went to his house until 4 because that's when he had to go to work for a few hours. He'll be here around 7, and we're gonna go watch Spiderman at his house on DVD, Then, we will be heading out, getting Matthew, and then ging to watch it's sequel, Spiderman 2, baby. Oh boy, I can't wait.


Am I going Spiderman crazy recently? I think so.


Nerds unite!


Anyway, I'll post a spoiler-free review of the film tomorrow. Of course I'll rant on forever about how much I love it. Welp, later kids!
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This is worse than the time when I fell asleep and you put your dick in my mouth and took a picture.     [01 Jul 2004|01:01pm]
[     mood     |     geeky     ]
[     music     |     Your mom!     ]


Hi kids, I'm back and ready to do another journal entry. What have I been doing you ask? Well, I've watched a ton of movies since Tuesday night.


Spiderman
Spiderman 2
Broken Lizard's Club Dredd
Jackie Brown
The Last Samurai
South Park: Bigger, Longer, & Uncut


I'll comment on each of them at the moment.
Spiderman - You've all seen it before(except Andrew) and you know how great it is.
Club Dredd - It's not as funny as Super Troopers, because it's mainly horror, but it's still an entertaining cheesy film. Although it was meant to be cheesy so it's okay.
Jackie Brown - Quentin Tarantino's third film. It's still a great movie. Not my favorite of his, though. That award still goes to Pulp Fiction.
The Last Samurai - Another good movie. Of course it's good, Tom Cruise is in it.
South Park: BLU - Seen it before, but I bought it last night while at Wal-Mart, so I watched it. I still think it's the best musical ever. Also I think of it as one of the greatest animated films ever made.


And last but not least, Spiderman 2. After the movie ended, I came to the decision that it is the greatest Super hero film ever made. And that's saying a lot coming from me because I am such a huge fan of the first Spiderman and both X-Men films to name a few. But it had absolutely everything it should have had. It was a great step above the original. It was funnier, it had more emotion, the fighting/action/webslinging was more entertaining. It was just...great. Anyone who was even just a mild fan of the original(shame on you for being just that) should watch this.


Before leaving to see it, I went to Daniel's and me and him watched Spiderman on DVD. It was still great.


Anyway, we saw the midnight premiere and all that jazz. We got to the theater around 10:45. We ended up playing the Simpsons Arcade for like 30 minutes. It costs 25 cents for 3 lives, so we each used a dollar and got 12 lives. I lasted longer than Daniel and Matthew! Mwahahaha


Anyway, we went into the theater shortly after, found some seats, which was difficult because the place was very crowded, and sat there forever while the generic Marquee commercials looped about 6 times before the trailers began showing. We got out of the theater around 2:30 or something. We dropped Matthew off at his car at Huddle House, then went to Daniel's. We watched Club Dredd. Daniel fell asleep during it. I finished watching it then went to bed. It was around 5:30.


We woke up the next day around noon-ish. We sat around and watched Jackie Brown. Once the film ended, we went to Wal-Mart. Daniel planned on buying Bowling for Columbine, but Wal-Mart apparently decided to stop carrying it thanks to the controversary of Fahrenheit 9/11. By the way, we discovered Fahrenheit 9/11 is playing in Charleston! Me, Daniel, Andrew, and David hope to go see it tomorrow.


And David will be here tonight! Woo! The good news just keeps coming in.


I've sat around on here, watched movies, and went to Wal-Mart again last night since I got home. Screwy, ain't it?


Well, I might go lay down and watch Underworld, since Daniel gave it to me because he bought the Director's Cut.


Tah-tah!
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Vote for Your Mom!!    Sep. 16th, 2004 @ 10:32 am
Well, kiddos. I'm home sick today. It sucks....but oh well. At least I didn't have to go to school and get bored to death. I'll try to think of some stuff I did yesterday.


First period was the same except Mrs. Hensley wasn't there. Weee. Second period was normal. I got in my group with Valerie and Davidandra and worked on the assignment. Third period was the easy same. Fourth period was cool the past 2 days because we had no teacher at all. Lunch was normal I suppose. Fifth was fun. Ms. White held a birthday party for me, Gurt, and Ryan. She got us all Cool Pig Banks. She also had cake(cheesecake aswell!), chips, Sprite, ect. I love that woman.


Sixth was okay yesterday. We had no assignments, so we sat around talking. The day before EVERYONE played hackey. I sat there watching them play and felt left out so I played, felt crappy because everyone was doing better than me, quit and felt left out again because I wan't playing and there was no one to talk to. Oh well. I got over it. Temporary sadness is pointless and I don't really care about it. And in Mrs. Mahon's class we read and stuff. God, I love her. She's awesome. She let me borrow a book with the complete story of Beowulf in it because our text books only have a small part in them. I'm gonna read it pretty soon.


Then once school ended, Joshua, Andrew, Chris, and Bart stood around playing hackey in the band room. Then, me and Gurt got the bright idea to make signs that said "Vote for Your Mom Miss CHS!" and put them up in the hallways. So we did. We're smart.


Then we left for Smalltown High to pick Robert up so we could go to Charleston. Joshua and Andrew both got Sims 2. Robert got NHL 2K5 and Space Channel 5. I didn't get shit because of the dumb fuck that works at the Southridge Gamestop. "We don't accept anime." That's a lie because the Gamestops in the mall do. I hate that guy. Never liked him. I love having an opinion of everyone that works at Gamestop. Yep, then we ate at Taco Bell. I had 2 quesedias and a soft shell taco. Then we played around in Toys R Us for a while. I stayed at Andrew for a while and watched him play Sims 2. I love it. I want it. I want a new computer. I want everything.


When I got home, all I did was fill out my ACT form, and went to bed. To my suprise, I woke up sicker than I had been all week, so mom let me stay home. I needed to. I could barely talk.


I think I'm done with this entry. Smell ya later.
Now Feeling: sick
Now Playing: The Used - Sound Effects and Overdramatics




I just got to listen to the Used's new album 11 days before it releases. Oh god, it's amazing. I adore every single track on it. I've been waiting and looking for soo long waiting for it to get out so I could bask in their greatness, and today my waiting came to an end. It was worth it, I must say.




That's all I have to say. More later.
Now Feeling: bouncy




I'm sorry I'm allergic to bullshit    Sep. 20th, 2004 @ 06:25 am
Good morning. time to review my weekend.


Friday was only half-day because of the rain. So I went to Joshua's with plans to spend the night there. But movie night at Tristian's was that night, so we went there. Tristian, Chris, Joshua, Erin, Laura, and Bart were there. We hung around for a few hours, then watched Hellboy, which I loved, then we went to the bowling alley to.....bowl. Laura didn't go. We bowled 2 games. I got like second in the first one and last in the last one. We were there until like 11:30 or something. That night = good night indeedy. I want more nights like that. Friends rule.


Then I spent a few hours playing the Sims 2 at Joshua's house. I love it. Will Wright is Jesus. We made me and my character want to bang 3 girls. o_0


After playing, I figured I would go to bed, but before that I decided I'd check to see if In Love and Death had leaked, which it was unlikely that it wouldn't. But it was there! So I downloaded it, listened, and loved every minute of it.


So I fell asleep and, believe it or not, I woke up the next morning. So we sat around doing a bunch of poo, then he took me home. Andrew asked me if I wanted to go to the movies, so I said yes. It was me, him, Emma, Vikki, and Daniel. We watched Without A Paddle. It wasn't bad. Although it dosen't touch the comedy of the year, Anchorman. Then we hung around outside and in the bowling alley until like 10 something waiting for Vikki's dad to get there. I had fun.


Yesterday was a fine day aswell. I had to go with grandpa to Harts for a little bit. That was alright. Then I came home and Joshua ended up coming over. We stayed around here then tried informing dad or our big plan to go see the Used in Columbus on November 3rd. We don't know how that'll work out. Hopefully for the best. We played the Burnout 3 demo for a little while. Fun. Then we went to Andrew'. We did a short short film with the action figures. It was retarded in every way but I liked it. Maybe you'll see it one day.


Then I came home and watched I, Robot. My expectations were originally low for that. But man, I fucking LOVED it. Everyone said it was great, but I didn't get the chance to see it after hearing all the positive comments, so yeah. I'm definately going to buy it when it comes out.


Well, it's almost school time. Byebyebyebyebye
Now Feeling: awake




And we're all to blame.    Sep. 21st, 2004 @ 08:59 pm
I've decided this is my favorite song from the new album. I think. Which reminds me, I need to burn a copy for Erica. I'll do it as soon as I finish this entry.


I don't really remember anything that happened yesterday. Aside from the football game. I hung out with Bart, Vikki, Lance, Daniel, Andrew, Emma, Erin, Laura, among various others. I had a good time. We showed the world how Daniel and I communicate....through movie and show quotes. I also acquired the nickname Popcorn Butt. I don't even remember how. Bart dosen't, either. One day, we'll remember. But that day obviously isn't today.


Today was an alrighty-o day. First period was normal. Sat there talking about Star Wars a lot in celebration of the release of the Star Wars Trilogy DVD set that FINALLY released today. Someone should be a sweetie and buy it for me. I must own the greatest trilogy ever on DVD. Second period we learned stuff. So fun. I don't mind learning in Drivers Ed. though. Third period was dumb because I hate Mrs. Ball. She's the worst sub(way) ever.


Speach was funny. We had to choose random topics that we had to speak to the class about and crap. Joe had to go on about his favorite birthday and stuff. He was talking about his 18th birthday being the best. So Mrs. Hainer asks him what can you do when you're 18 or something. So I shout "You can buy porn!!" and I also told the story about when a bird crapped on my head. Both times the entire class seemed to get a kick out it. The porn thing pissed Mrs. Hainer off, though. haha


Lunch was fine. Talked and poop. Always cool. Especially when you got friends who pwn everything. Fifth wasn't bad. It's always cool in Ms. White's class with Erin and Andrewo. Too bad Ryan wasn't there today. Sixth was fun. Nothing makes my day better than making Mrs. Hainer mad. Seventh wasn't bad because I like English and I like Mrs. Mahon.


And today I've done nothing but sit on here and play Metal Gear Solid in my room. Man...I love that game dearly. It's story and characters are beautiful. I could go on forever, but I won't because half of the people who read this have no interest in it.


I'm talking to Bart and Vikki now while listening to stuff. I think I'm done with this. I'll be back in the near future.


Someone go buy me the Ghosts Unsolved Mysteries DVD.
Now Feeling: hungry
Now Playing: The Used - Lunacy Fringe




Riblets! Riblets! Riblets! Applebees has riblets! All that you can eat now! Riblettts!!    Sep. 24th, 2004 @ 07:40 pm
Hi kids. John-E is in da hizzy to drop a hot track. But I'm not going to spend too long doing this because I have stuff I'll be doing later. I'll talk about today.


First period was fun. We made pancakes(pink and green pancakes at that!), and cookies. We made one huge uber cookie. We named it....Uber. Second period was the normal. We took a colorblindness test. I got a perfect score. I am one not colorblind mothertrucker. Third period was alright. I love Mrs. Steel dearly. She lets me and Jon do our assignments together. What's cool is that she dosen't let anyone else and she keeps it a secret from them! She's so awesome. In Speach we did absolutely nothing. I sat there talking to Katie Farmer and Joe all period.


I've realized what lunch is now. Lunch is me eating, then walking around from person to person for the time that remains. At times it's fun, though. Fifth we continued watching timeline starring the terrible actor Paul Walker. He's almost as good as Hayden Christensen. Sixth was funny. Reading Our Town and laughing at silly, immature things is the funnest thing I've done all day. Seventh was normal. Andrew is gone to Ohio so he didn't get to witness what happened on the bus.


I almost died on the bus today. Literally. Not just me, but many other kids almost lost their lives thanks to my bus driver. You know how bus drivers are supposed to stop, open the door, and look both ways before crossing railroad tracks? Well, my bus driver looked at her calendar and realized today is "National Daredevil Day" so she decided to break the rules and cross without looking. What made this daring stunt even more spectacular is that there was traffic lined up the entire way back to the tracks. So half of the bus is on the tracks, while a train is speeding towards us while there's nothing anyone can do about it. Luckily, we made it off the tracks thanks to the traffic moving just enough to let us off the tracks. The train was probably 50-100 feet away from the bus when we made it off. Scary moment indeed. Exciting, but scary. Speed 2 eat your heart out.


Well, Matthew's on his way here. He should be here anytime now. We plan on watching the Star Wars Trilogy DVD. I love being a nerd.


I just discovered the beauty of archive.org. You can download full black and white movies from the 30s through the 60s legally and free. One movie I've actually heard about is Reefer Madness. It's supposed to be a drama from them 30s about how terrible pot is and what it can make you do. But I've heard that watching it now it's a comedy. I have it on my computer now, but I'll probably wait to watch it.


Well, I'm gonna sit around and wait for Sir Matthew to arrive. Farewell everyone!
Now Feeling: anxious
Now Playing: Your Mom - Great Dangling Thing




I walk alone...I walk alone    Sep. 26th, 2004 @ 10:05 pm
I've had quite the interesting weekend.


When I last did an entry, I was waiting for Matthew to arrive. Eventually, he did. We talked a bunch and watched the original Star Wars Trilogy on DVD. That was fun. Can't go wrong with Star Wars. It's always fun getting to hang with my dear ol' buddy Matthew.


The next day he left, and Joshua called. He wanted me to go to Wal-Mart and grocery shop with him. So I did. Afterwords, we dropped the groceries off at his house, then met Matthew, Joey, and Vikki at the theater. We all watched Collateral. I loved it. I love EVERYTHING Tom Cruise does.


I ended up staying at Joshua's. The next day would have a bad bad moment. On the way to drop me off, we got in a bit of a wreck. I don't feel like going into details because I'm tired and I've typed 40 times to people today, so I've probably already told you about it already. If not, ask me tomorrow in person or something. Anyway, we were all okay so that's what really matters. Joshua's car wasn't, although. I felt pretty bad for him.


Yeah, since I've been home the only good thing I've done is watch American Splendor. Good film. Watch it. I love the Friday trilogy. I love rambling.


Peace, I'm outta here.
Now Feeling: shocked
Now Playing: Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams




I'll float your mom.    Sep. 28th, 2004 @ 06:25 am
Hi children. For some reason I feel sad at the moment. But maybe it's that morning sadness. It's not extreme, anyway. It'll more than likely go away as soon as I get to school. Anyway, I'll do an entry right about now. Here's how yesterday went.


First period was the normal nerd talk with Michael, Joshua, and Joshua. Oh yeah, Mrs. Amick's class was in there so Andrew was, too. Second period was normal. Third period was normal aswell. Fourth was normal. In fifth we finished timeline. Man, that movie isn't good. It feels sooo much like a made for TV movie. It didn't belong in theaters. It belongs on TNT. In sixth we read more of Our Town and wrote. Seventh we did an ACT practice. We got progress reports today aswell. I got 6 A's and a B. That B made me mad..heh


Afterschool, I discovered that Jeff got a bunch of games from one of his friends. He had Driv3r, True Crime, ATV Offroad Fury 2, THUG, and some more stuff. I never liked True Crime and I still don't. But I played a bit of Driv3r yesterday and I loved it. I don't understand why it got so many terrible reviews.


Then a bit later, Bart and I went to the float site. I had a decent ammont of fun there. After words for about 45 minutes, we played around in the parking lot and in Erin's car waiting for Gurt's parents to get there. Chris drove by to drop Joshua off by his car. He told us he hit a deer on purpose. That was the best thing I heard all day.


Well, time to go eat and get ready for the upcomming day. I expect it to be like yesterday in most ways. Is that a good thing?
Now Feeling: blah




Just look at me now    Oct. 3rd, 2004 @ 12:31 am
I want to do an entry....but I can't motivate myself enough to start. I guess I'll start by talking about how I don't feel like doing an entry. Pee...


It's not working. I can't find any motivation to do this.


I should go play Donkey Konga. Force me to do a good entry next time you talk to me. Maybe I'm tired? Only one way to make sure.
Now Feeling: lazy
Now Playing: The Used - I'm A Fake




Hear Me Out    Oct. 4th, 2004 @ 09:37 pm
Hey kids...I think I might try to do a real entry now. I'm sleepy so if I say anything dumb, I'm sorry in advance.


My weekend wasn't bad. I won't bother going over homecomming because that day was pure madness on many levels. Joshua McM. stayed that night and he was here a good portion of Saturday. I went to Wal-Marto with Andrew that night. I bought a R2-D2 figure. Sunday I hung out at Andrew' all day. That was fun. I also saw some movies. Here are the reviews.


Bad Santa - One of the best-done Christmas movies I've ever seen. Everything Billy Bob Thorton says is hilarious. The way he acts is brilliant. And it's not just some comedy movie in a Santa suit, it's a very well done Christmas movie. I adored it.
Bart of the Dead - Beautiful. I adored it. Very different. I love British people.
The Punisher (2004) - A great action movie. It surpasses the '89 version in every way possible. I'm sorry Dolph Lundgren :(


Anyway, here's today. First period was the usual talk about nerdy stuff. Always fun. Second period we did some state and capital stuff. Third we did a very easy assignment. Fourth we watched the same part of I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings as we did last week. Fifth we wrote about candy. Sixth we read stupid stuff and watched some of Our Town. Seventh we did workbook crap.


Well, now I'm still listening to the beautiful Frou Frou while fighting off sleep. I guess I'm gonna go to bed now.


Love,
John-E
Now Feeling: sleepy
Now Playing: Frou Frou - It's Good To Be In Love






"Why do I fall in love with every woman I see who shows me the least bit of attention?"    Oct. 7th, 2004 @ 08:03 pm
That's a quote from one of my new favorite films, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I watched it yesterday and couldn't believe how beautiful it was. Everything in it was done perfectly. Wow...I want to watch it again. Someone should buy it for me. I'll <3 you.


In other movie news, I want to see Team America really bad. I'll be seeing it opening weekend so I'm happy.


In more movie news, Phico Philms Presents: Beowulf is officially in production. We shot some stuff today but realized it isn't the direction we want to take it in, so we're going in a completely diffrent direction with it and it's gonna be so much better. It made us all pretty excited about it. It'll work out better this way. Phico Philms will forever be #1. This will be a great year for us indeed. The current date for the Game Genie 2 Release Party is November 6th. Stay posted to http://phicophilms.com for up-to-date news on everything with us. Post on the forums!


It'd be pointless to talk about anything else, so I'm not going to. Well, maybe not pointless....just saddap!
Now Feeling: drained
Now Playing: Green Day - Wake Me Up When September Ends




In this exchange I often touch myself    Oct. 10th, 2004 @ 09:53 pm
Looking over my more recent entries I've realized something; I never really talk about how I feel anymore. Maybe that's a good thing. Maybe I'm avoiding how I feel. I'm avoiding talking about it anyway probably. I try not to even think about it. No reason to think about it. But I can't stop myself from thinking about something. So I guess it's pointless to try to stop myself from doing something it's not possible for me to do. I feel I'm pathetic and lonely. At times I do anyway. That about sums it all up. Although it dosen't really bother me at all anymore. Maybe that's why I don't feel the need to talk about it. Spitting it out here dosen't make me feel better because I don't feel bad. At school people will ask me what's wrong at school and whatnot and I tell them nothing because nothing is really making me sad. I'm just sitting there thinking my thoughts. It's like I shouldn't be happy because of all this stuff in my head, but I am pretty fucking happy and the stuff in my head dosen't matter. Maybe all the sadness I felt about this crap before just got the point where it's not sadness anymore, it's just thoughts. Maybe my sadness just got....old. I suppose this is a good thing. I've ran out of reasons to be sad so I guess I'll just continue being happy.


So there you have it. I just did a long-awaited entry about how I feel. And I'm glad that I did. Although it dosen't really make me feel better about anything or feel like I just got something off my chest that needed to be set free. I guess it helped me realize my current state of mind. And I'm fine with it.


I'm a strange man indeed. o_0
Now Feeling: dirty
Now Playing: Coldplay




Oct. 11th, 2004 @ 08:05 pm
Farewell Christopher Reeve.




It always saddens me to see an actor go....
Now Feeling: pissy
Now Playing: Mudvayne - Prod






You make this all go away    Oct. 14th, 2004 @ 09:00 pm
Today we begun planning our senior trip. Most people go to some generic place, like Myrtle Beach. Well not us. We are going to go to one of two places. Either Los Angeles, or New York.


LA is about 2300 miles away with around a 36 hour drive, while NYC is only close to 600 miles and about a 9 hour drive. I know the shorter trip sounds easier and it would be easier on gas, but driving to LA would be extremely fun. And gas would only be around $150 there. We did the math. Either way, I know I'd love the bejesus out of the trip.




Another possibility is Canada. That would be fun. But I think the best idea is Juneau, Alaska. It's only an esJohnated 83 hour contant drive close to 4000 miles. We have a winner.


Or we could always fly...






EDIT (10:17 PM):
I <3 the Polyphonic Spree so much.
Now Feeling: good
Now Playing: Nine Inch Nails - The Perfect Drug




Oct. 15th, 2004 @ 04:08 pm
I'm conducting an experiment....I'm going to see if I can live without the internet for one entire week.




Wish me luck!




EDIT:


Apparently, I didn't have enough luck considering I quit 2 hours later. Hey, at least I tried.




Team America: World Police - My Review    Oct. 17th, 2004 @ 08:44 am
Team America: World Police is the funniest movie ever made. Seriously. I knew going into it I would love it, but I had no idea how it would surpass my expectations in every way. Never once in my life have I laughed that hard during a movie. And not only did it make me laugh hard, I was laughing really hard the entire time. I had to hold back laughter at times just to be able to hear it.


The dialouge is brilliant. It's vulgar and smart at the same time. It went so much further than I ever expected. It was a pefect spoof of those generic Bruckheimer action movies. The sets were amazing. Everything had so much detail to it. The music was absolutely perfect. Trey did all the songs in the movie and if you are familiar with the music from South Park: Bigger, Longer, & Uncut, you know what to expect. Well...sorta.


Team America is my favorite movie of the year and one of my favorite films ever. It's so original and unlike anything you are ever likely to see. I doubt we'll see another marionette film done this way ever again. Their portreyal of the celebrities is one of my favorite aspects of the movie. Never again will you see a group of well known actors and actresses like this. I haven't liked a comedy this much since Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back and I already like it more than that.




I think I've covered everything I can without really giving anything away. I give Team America: World Police a perfect 10 out of 10.




EDIT:
Here's my review of TA posted on IMDB if you care.
Now Feeling: accomplished




Everyone has AIDS!    Oct. 17th, 2004 @ 03:49 pm
New layout. I like it. It's more professional looking. You like it, too. I can see it in your eyes. Yes, I can see your eyes. There, I just saw you blink.


What's up? It seems like I haven't done a regular entry in a while. Well I guess I can throw a lil' something together. I'll start with yesterday.


Matthew came back to good ol' Smalltown Friday night. He brought along his new girlfriend Sam. While I didn't see them Friday night, I saw them first thing the next morning. We had planed on seeing Team America on this day for weeks now, so we were going to all go to Andrew' to film a bit for GG2, then me, Matthew, Sam, Andrew, Joshua, and Daniel all went to Marquee for a double feature. Me, Kev, and Sam rode in Matthew's car, while Daniel, Andrew, and Joshua were in Daniel's car. We beat them there by about 30 minutes. We were wondering what happened to them. Turns out they were to Taco Bell and ate without telling us. Oh well. heh


We first watched Team America(read my last post for a full review from me) and Bart of the Dead(my third time watching it. Go down a few entries for my mini-review). And after that we ate at Taco Bell. Then we began the trip home. I had a really good day indeed. My friends = pwnage.


Today I woke up too early so I tried everything I could to avoid church. A few hours later Andrew and I went to the flea market. That was fun. I bought Back to the Future and Galaga for NES for $5. Not a bad deal at all. Although most of the old people there are insane. They like to overprice everything. $40 for a silver dollar for example.


Well now I'm home doing nothing. Maybe I could go play some Donkey Konga. Or THUG. THUG will make me kill myself. Although I like it for some reason. Oh well, we'll see how the rest of the day goes. In the words of the brilliant Advil Lavigne "C U l8er boi"
Now Feeling: good
Now Playing: Korn - Another Brick in the Wall (Parts 1, 2, and 3)




Popeye! FUCK YEAH!!    Oct. 18th, 2004 @ 10:04 pm
I can't stop listening to this song...It's my new anthem. It makes me proud to be an American.


FUCK YEAH!


Anyway, let's go on. I'll go over my day after I talk about last night. Me, Chris, Tristan, Joshua, Bart, and Sarah W. went bowling. I bowled three games. I did absolutely terrible all 3 games. I hate that I suck at everything. There's no way I can get better at bowling or anything else for that matter pretty much. I can't think of anything I am better than some or most people at. Oh well, it dosen't bother me. I only get pissed when I'm actually playing. But I don't get angry at anyone, I am only my mad at myself. No matter. I still had a fun time.


Today was a normal day I guess. The only thing out of the ordinary really was when walking out of sixth period, I was overwhelmed by a feeling that was almost sadness, but not quite I don't think. I hadn't felt a feeling like that in a while so I guess it kinda threw me off. I wish I'd stop falling back to the way I was on and off before. Feelings like that suck bad when they serve no purpose.


Anyway, since I've been home I've played THUG for a while and did some animations for Game Genie 2. And so ends another close to uneventful day.


By the way, I've added links to my GJ photo gallery and a link to my old blog(which I can't bare to read, but you can if you want) to the links section to your right on the main page of this journal. Also check out the PhicoPhilms.com link over there while you're at it.


Okay, I'm done.
Now Feeling: crazy
Now Playing: America, Fuck Yeah!




I'm so ronery    Oct. 20th, 2004 @ 09:02 am
Grr...it just deleted my entry....


Reporting to you live from Mrs. Steele's room, it's me.


I'm in third period now. I should be working on a test, but thanks to all the juniors being gone, she put it off until tomorrow. Most of the kids in here are juniors anyway. While I go through this day of boredom, they have fun ice skating. Oh well. It gets me out of a test.


Yeah, I'm bored. This is the first time I've been able to get on the internet in here because the ignorant hicks are always on here playing crap games on addictinggames.com. I am so bored I almost feel like doing work. Okay, maybe not.


But yeah, there are the juniors gone today to ice skate, and the honor's english kids get to go see Hamlet on Friday. No field trips for me. In the words of backwards Led Zepplin, "Sad Satan."


Well, I'm gonna end this entry because I don't feel like typing a huge one in school. I'll find other ways to waste time on here until 4th period begins. Farewell. Maybe I'll do an entry when I go home.
Now Feeling: hungry
Now Playing: Jon and Sheena talking




You have balls. I like balls.    Oct. 22nd, 2004 @ 08:47 pm
Stop! Journal time!


Today has been a dumpy day. Well, not exactly dumpy.....wait..yeah..dumpy.


School was so boring aside from a few short moments. First period was normal until the end when Joshua and Joshua left for the trip to see Hamlet. Second period was normal aswell. In third I graded stuff for Mrs. Steele. Fourth I sat there reading the latest issue of Newsweek all period. Lunch was different because everyone at the table was gone except Andrew and Emma. Fifth was okay. We watched Rose Red. The story is good because Stephen King wrote it, although the film itself is kinda cheesy and cheap. I still seem to be enjoying it enough. Sixth sucked aside from me playing with Laura's iPod. I <3 iPods. I think that's what I want for Christmas. That's the 40th time that has changed since Christmas last year. I suck when I want stuff because I want so much. Seventh was shit because Mrs. Mahon wasn't there. Instead we got to spend the period with the biggest asshole teacher ever. Yay!


Yesterday we finished Beowulf. We might have it up on the internet before it's premiere Monday at school. It's about 15 minutes long and it's absolutely beautiful. Another masterpiece from Phico Philms will be yours to enjoy soon. And shortly after that, you will get Game Genie 2.


Yay! I get to get up early and take the damn ACT tomorrow! WOO!


I hate my brain. It's dumb. I wish someone would get online. The only reason I am still on is because I am waiting for someone to get online. I'm so lonely I keep myself up waiting for anyone to get online so they will talk to me. I am a sad individual indeed. I'm going to end this entry. I don't like where it's going.
Now Feeling: groggy
Now Playing: The Polyphonic Spree - Hold Me Now




Once upon a time, I could love myself    Nov. 13th, 2004 @ 10:01 pm
Pearl Jam is quite lovely. I picked up their greatest hits cause I need more P Jam songs. This sucker's 2 CDs long so it'll keep me busy.


Today was a good day. Woke up at 7:30, Bart got here at 8:30, burned a NIN CD for the trip up there, Andrew got here, we left. We got there around 10-ish. We hung around looking in the stores and whatnot. I bought a Power Rangers wallet from all the way back in 1993 from Treasures for like $2. Andrew got his award, and we watched 25 year olds play Magic the Gathering and Yu-Gi-Oh. Yeah, I know.


On our way to Town Center, we got confused on how to get there from Kanawha Mall, so we were almost lost for like 15 minutes. I got credit for a few things, reserved myself a copy of Metal Gear Solid 3, ate at Taco Bell, and bought Masters of the Universe starring Dolph Lundren for $6 on DVD at FYE. Then we went home. I had a fun day indeed. Although I wish Gurty could have came. That would have been fun.


I'll be making another trip to Charleston pretty soon so I can pick up my copy of MGS3 and possibly reserve a Nintendo DS if possible. We'll see.


Since I've been home, I've watched MOTU, beat MGS, and made it through 1/3 of MGS2. I need to catch up on the story before I start playing MGS3.


Yeah, my emotional state is fine I guess. I've had my feelings of lonliness, although it's not upsetting me to an extreme. That's not to say it's not bothering me. I wonder how long I'll go feeling lonely like this, get a taste of a relationship and that good old feeling, then go straight back to the lonliness. I need to shut up. I'm depressing myself.


I'm done. Enjoy.
Now Feeling: alive
Now Playing: Pearl Jam - rearviewmirror (Greatest Hits 1991-2003)




Watch the sky for me    Nov. 14th, 2004 @ 12:58 pm
I want next weekend to come so badly. David will be here. So will Matthew. I will be happy then.




Smile like you mean it    Nov. 15th, 2004 @ 09:46 pm
I just started listening to the Killer's album. I'm pretty pleased with it thus far.


I'm pretty tired. Yep. Tired. Tired. Tired? Tired.


Today wasn't a bad day at all. First period I talked to Joshua, Joshua, Chris, and Meg. Second period we studied for our test in Drivers Ed tomorrow. Third I graded papers while everyone else worked. Fourth I helped Johnmy cut out pictures for Mrs. Hainer. Lunch I hung around like normal. Fifth I talked to Andrew, Erin, and Ryan like normal. Sixth we watched the Crucible. I've realized how deep my hatred for that damn story. The movie just makes me hate it more. It dosen't seem so bad on paper. It just dosen't work as a film in my eyes... And to top it off, in seventh, we went over definitions.


I rode the bus home with Regina. I didn't get home until about 9:20. We played a lot of DDR2Max, watched TV, and attempted to clean out her future room. Overall, I had an enjoyable evening and day. Now all I need is sleep. Although I don't feel like getting up and walking all the way to my bed. Is that lazy?


Goodnight, my dear friends. Johnmy loves you.
Now Feeling: tired
Now Playing: The Killers - Hot Fuss




Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be    Nov. 16th, 2004 @ 03:27 pm
I hate school so fucking much. And I still have to wait another 5-6 months before I can graduate. God, I want it to end now. I can hardly take it anymore.


Today was a terrible day. I won't go into it. It wouldn't take long for anyone who has known me for a while to guess what's bothering me. I'm not that hard to figure out.


This entry sucks. This day sucks. Your mom sucks. I'm not funny.
Now Feeling: depressed
Now Playing: The Cure - Boys Don't Cry




Cause feelings mean nothing now    Nov. 17th, 2004 @ 07:14 pm
Hi kids. time for an entry. Today's won't be like yesterday's entry. At least at the moment I don't think it will. Let's see how this goes.




School wasn't that good today. Not as bad as yesterday, but not that good. I did have my times where I felt sad to the point where I felt like crying, but I didn't and those moments didn't last long. My friends keep me in a happy mood. I love everyone of you with everything in me. Unless you're a stalker and you don't talk to me, but only read my journal. Hell, I love my stalkers, too.


And I've realized that I don't hate all of the Crucible. I only hate the first two acts. The third and especially fourth are good.


I couldn't go get Metal Gear Solid 3 today. GameStop dosen't get it until tomorrow. I guess I'll go get it then. Tomorrow is our Halo 2 party, aswell. That should be....interesting. Because events like this should be held on Thursdays. There will probably be a person or two I really really don't want to be there that are. Oh well.


I watched the 2003 version of Peter Pan today that I borrowed from Carrie. I liked it a lot. I have to watch Dead Poet's Society aswell.


I still have some more to go in MGS2 before I beat it again.


I want Thanksgiving break to come. Then after that I'll want Christmas. I don't need the in-between stuff. I could really go without school and not care.


This entry sucks. I'm being lazy with it I guess. I need to do better and be less dumb for my loyal fans. Well, you get the idea. I'm going to get a Pepsi and try to watch a DVD. Peace out, kiddies.
Now Feeling: lonely
Now Playing: Incubus - Leech






I can't care to worry. I'm feeling so lonely. Breaking apart all this love in my heart.    Nov. 18th, 2004 @ 06:29 am
Good morning kids. I decided I'd do a shorty before I left for school because I really doubt I'll have the oppertunity to do one this evening.


I'm feeling quite lonely along with a few other feelings. I'm such a idiot. Thinking about it, I am the only one in my main group of guy friends without a girlfriend. I'm starting to go back to the way I was just a few months ago, a love-dependent pussy. I really can't stand the way I am. If anything, and I mean ANYTHING, happens with me and a girl, I get hung-up on it and it takes me FOREVER to get over it. I'm so damn lonely and anytime anything happens, I get way too happy and end up falling back into my normal lonely self and taking absolutely forever to get over the smallest thing. And the other person dosen't seem as affected by everything as I am so I feel shitty. I need to fucking shut up. I wish I could stop caring so much and act normal about everything instead of feeling the need to bitch about absolutely everything. At the moment, I can't stand myself.


But it dosen't make me feel sad. It's just annoying. I'll probably get sad throughout the day. Friends, if you read this before school starts, try and keep me happy.
Now Feeling: lonely
Now Playing: Nothing




You're still miles away    Nov. 18th, 2004 @ 07:21 pm
Hey kids. Apparently the phones at the Funk house have been disconnected and no one is there. So I'm stuck here and I can't go to the Halo 2 party. I'll live. It's not like this is the last time they will do this.


Suprisingly enough, I actually felt good all day. I stayed happy and I don't recall one moment where I felt sad. Which is suprising considering how bitchy I was before school. You can tell by reading my last entry. I don't know...I was just happy for some reason. I had no reason to be in a good mood, but I was. I don't know...Hopefully I can keep this up.


After school Andrew and I immediently went to Charleston. I got a good deal of stuff. I got Metal Gear Solid 3, a Team America pin for my jacket, WWF Warzone($1) and Attitude($3) for PS1, a Metoid Prime 2 promo shirt, and a lovely #7 from Taco Bell. I also got to play the demo for Resident Evil 4. So this trip was very much worth it. Thanks Andrew for taking me.


I want to go to Joshua's, but I have no way of getting there now...I guess I'll have to wait until the next one.


But yeah, Metal Gear Solid 3 kicks 40 tons of ass. I'd be playing it now if Jeff wasn't playing. I think I'm gonna go watch him play. Toodles.
Now Feeling: cheerful
Now Playing: Friends on TV




Yesterday I woke up sucking a lemon    Nov. 20th, 2004 @ 12:07 am
I got this neat little program where it flashes up positive subliminal messages that can be seen for 15th of a millisecond. It's weird. You see the message and you understand it, but you don't know you understand it and it and it affects you. Those who have seen Fight Club understand.


School-day was an okay day. Nothing good nor bad happened. I probably could go into greater detail about my day. I think I will. First was the norm until the end when we went into the band room and some beautiful people from SWVCTC talked to us. I got a free shirt for answering a guy's joke. Joshua pointed out to me that the man looked a lot like a typical middle-aged dyke. Third I got out of doing a test and graded papers. I LOVE Mrs. Steele. Me and Jon haven't done one assignment in there in forever and she gives us straight A's because we help her with papers. Everyone else has to work! Fourth was okay. Mrs. Hainer wasn't in there and me, Johnmy, and Joe talked all class. Lunch wasn't too bad. For the later part I hung out with Regina, Shana, Chris, and whatnot. Fifth we watched A Beautiful Mind. Good lord I LOVE that movie. You know what else I LOVE? Using all caps to put emphasis on a word.


Sixth we played volleyball in the gym. Fun. I acted like a retarded madman, like I do in every sport I play. Seventh me and Andrew helped Mrs. Mahon put up her Christmas decorations up and we talked to her all period. I love her. I love my friends. All of them. They keep me happy.


But Matthew's in now. Me, him, and Reid hung out in my room today. We played Donkey Konga, San Andreas, Metal Gear Solid 3, and WWF Attitude. Then we went to Matthew's, then we went to Wal-Mart for absolutely no reason at all. No one was there. We walked around everywhere just to pass time. Then we came home.


David won't be in until Monday. Sucks that we have to wait a few extra days, but he'll be in all week so I'm fine with it.


So my day wasn't too bad. I seem to be feeling pretty good. Maybe these subliminal messages will keep me happy. Here's a message I just sent to Andrew to prove how lazy I feel.


"RobertStackLives: I seriously am considering pissing right here.....I don't want to move at all"


Am I insane? I think not.


I got back in a Radiohead mood today. I haven't been in one of those in a while. I have all 6 of their albums. They are all absolutely beautiful.


As far as my feelings go, I don't think I'll be getting sad about the same stuff I've been getting sad over during the last few days anymore. Sure, I still think about having a girlfriend way too much. But I've got to the point where it dosen't really make me feel all that sad. Sure, having someone that I like would make me quite happy, but I'll be patient.


Don't leave me high and dry. I love you Thom Yorke.


I'm listening to the Height of Callousness for the first time in forever and I've re-realized that it's one of the greatest albums in existance. I miss Spineshank :(


I'm gonna get off here now since there's no one to talk to and I'm running low on material for this entry. I suppose I'll be back tomorrow. Who knows. I've updated at least once a day every day over the past several days. Why break the streak I always say!


Yep...I say that often.


Suck it. END, BABY.
Now Feeling: happy
Now Playing: Radiohead - Everything In Its Right Place




Stop! Quizza time!    Nov. 22nd, 2004 @ 11:58 pm
Basics
[ Name ]: Johnothy Eric Jones
[ Born in ]: Smalltown, West Virginia
[ Resides in ]: Smalltown
[ Good student?]: I try...at times
[ Eyes ]: Light blue/grey/green...it's like an odd mix.
[ Hair ]: Darky brown/black
[ Shoe size ]: 12.5


Last time you..
[ Had a nightmare ]: Last time I stayed at Joshua's.
[ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: Probably to my mother.
[ Ate at McDonald's ]: When mother, Kala, Jeff, and myself went school shopping in August.
[ Brushed your hair ]: After I took a shower this afternoon.
[ Washed your hair ]: During the shower.
[ Cried ]: Watching Dead Poets Society
[ Called someone ]: Andrew when I got home from Charleston.
[ Smiled ]: Hanging with Joshua, David, and Andrewo just a bit ago.
[ Laughed ]: Watching Game Genie 2 for the 342398053905th time.
[ Talked to an ex ]: Couple days ago I suppose.


Do you...
[ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: Nope.
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back?]: Not often.
[ Believe there is life on other planets? ]: Yes.
[ Remember your first love? ]: Yes.
[ Still love it? ]: Nope.
[ Read the newspaper? ]: No. CNN = better.
[ Have any straight friends? ]: Yes. I think so... :-P
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]: Not at all.
[ Have any secrets? ]: Probably not. I'm a pretty open person.
[ Have any pets ]: The one, the only, the awesome Brutus.
[ Talk to strangers who instant message you:] Yep.
[ Wear hats? ] Nope. The only hats I can stand are beanies.
[ Have any piercings? ]: No sir.
[ Have any tattoos? ]: Nope.
[ Have an obsession? ]: I guess.
[ Collect anything? ] DVDs and video game stuff.
[ Have a best friend? ] I have a few of them. I can't pick a best.
[ Like your handwriting? ]: No. It's nasty.
[ Have any bad habits? ]: Probably. None that I can recall at the moment.
[ Care about looks? ]: I'd like to think I don't, but I do still. I'm happy with the way I look.
[ Boy/girlfriend's looks?]: Not really. I don't think so. Being pretty is a plus.


Current...
[ Dress ]: Jeans with the American flag on the butt, my Metroid Prime 2 T-shirt, some socks.
[ Mood ]: Quizzy.
[ Make-up ]: Tons. And I mean tons.
[ Music ]: Everything. There isn't one genre I 100% hate. Sure, I 95% hate some, but not completely.
[ Taste ]: Pizza roll aftertaste.
[ Hair ]: Sloppy as usual.
[ Annoyance ]: Nothing really.
[ Smell ]: Pizza roll aftersmell.
[ Thought ]: Semi-lonely thoughts.
[ Book ]: Metal Gear Solid 3 booklet.
[ Fingernail Color ]: Default.
[ Favorite Celebrity ]: Matt Stone and Trey Parker


Last Person:
[ You Touched ]: I do not remember. I think I ran into Joshua while walking into my room.
[ You Talked to ]: Gurty.
[ You Hugged ]: You know what...I don't remember.
[ You Instant messaged ]: Gurty.
[ You Yelled at ]: Joshua playing Mario Kart.
[ You Kissed]: Regina...


Who do you want to...
[ Kill ]: Bill
[ Slap ]: Bitch.
[ Tickle ]: Elmo.
[ Talk To ]: I don't know....


Favorite..
[Teacher:] Mrs. Bagshaw.
[Professor]: Professor Oak.
[Fruit]: Kiwi.
[Veggie:] Is corn one?
[Radio Station:] 94.5 if anything.


This or that...
[Me or You:] You.
[Coke or Pepsi:] Coke.
[cursive or print:] Print.
[Day or night:] Night.
[Jeans or Khakis:] Jeans.
[Guys or Girls:] Girls.
[Gap or Old Navy:] Old Navy.
[Sliver or Gold:] Silver.
[Lipstick or Lipgloss]: Both
[Aim or Phone:] Phone.
[TV or Computer:] Computer.
[Even or Odd:] Even.
[Coffee or Hot Chocolate:] Hot Chocolate
[Jeans or cords:] Jeans.
[Sweater or Sweatshirt:] I never knew there was a difference....someone please explain.
[Wool or Cotton:] Cotton.
[Tshirt or Tanktop:] T-shirt
[Last Four Digits of Home #:] 9595


Friends...Boy & Girl...
[Most Trustworthy:] Erica
[Most Honest:] Erica.
[Most Shy:] I can't think....my friends aren't shy.
[Most Quiet:] Nor are my friends quiet.
[Most Talkative:] I'll go with what Gurty originally said...Erin. :-P
[Most Athletic:] Chrisy, Bart.
[Most Fun:] All of them.
[Most Creative:] Andrewie.
[Most Smart:] I don't know...Joshua maybe. I don't know. I don't know, dammit!
[Most Outgoing:] I have no idea.


[Last Movie Watched in Theaters:] The Incredibles
[Last Movie Watched Period:] Game Genie 2
[Last Person Over:] Joshua and David
[Last Person Seen:] Joshua and David
[Last Person Who IMed You:] Andrew
[Last Person Who You IMed:] Andrew
[Do you look like any celebrities?:] Hugh Jackman




Quite the odd question to end it with but oh well. Thanks to Gurty for giving me the permission to steal it.
Now Feeling: awake
Now Playing: The Silence - I am Very Quiet




You can kiss my whole asshole    Nov. 23rd, 2004 @ 10:58 pm
Man...this Linkin Park/Jay-Z mash-up CD kicks a ton of ass. I was really afraid of it when they announced it, but now that I've listened to all of it, I love it. Chris Shinoda, you are one talented man.


Yesterday Matthew and I went to the Town Center. I had fun. We got to test out the DS. I <3 it. I can't wait until I can get mine. We ate at TGI Friday's after all the mall stuff. Then we went to his friend Daniel's house and played Halo 2. I had myself a good day.


I was up until 4 last night. That dosen't happen to often anymore. I just sat on here doing almost nothing.


I was going to go with Matthew to Daniel's house, but I didn't feel like listening to my mom bitch.


Today I woke up around noon and played Metal Gear Solid 3 from like 1 until 7. I'm at the end of the game. It's so beautiful. I love it. I'll probably go play more in a bit.


Joshua and David came over at like 7. We played Def Jam Fight for NY and Burnout 3. I do believe Burnout 3 is the next console game I buy. I LOVE it. It's probably the funnest racing game ever made.


Maybe I'll have more to talk about tomorrow. I am already out of material. I think I'm gonna go play more MGS3 or sit here and talk to people. Peace out.
Now Feeling: crazy
Now Playing: Jay Z and Linkin Park - Dirt Off Your Shoulder/Lying From You




Funny how time flies    Nov. 24th, 2004 @ 05:11 pm
Okay, the next time someone is on my computer and they turn my headphones down using the thing on the cord is going to die.


Isn't it astonishing how the slightest and most insignificant thing can make you think about shit that you don't want to think about and immediently bring you into a state of lonliness? Maybe if I isolate myself from absolutely everything I won't get sad anymore. Although, I don't see myself doing that. I'm just rambling. Pardon me, mam.


I hate girls. And I don't mean I hate ever girl I know, because I could name a few that I absolutely love and wouldn't exchange our friendships for anything in the world, I mean I hate how I am with girls. I get extremely attached to nearly every one I meet almost immediently. I'm not like this with guys. I just get extremely attached to girls. I hate it. I wish I could change that, but I can't.


"Why do I fall in love with every woman I see who shows me the least bit of attention?"
That's a quote from Joel in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I'm the same way. When I am on the hunt for love(which is almost always), the slightest gesture, look, or comment can throw me head over heels in an instant. It dosen't matter who it is, either. It's pretty annoying and pathetic if you think about it. Although thanks to that movie, I know I'm not the only person who goes through this.


I want to watch that movie really bad now. I hope I'll get my copy back as soon as the break ends. That's one thing to look forward to after this break ends. I also want March 29th to come so I can go buy Team America on DVD.


Well, I have plans for this evening and I'm getting ready for them. I'll talk with you chumps later.
Now Feeling: lonely
Now Playing: The Cure - Lovesong




Happy Thanksgiving!    Nov. 25th, 2004 @ 09:51 pm
I just spent the last few hours reading my old journal entries. It used to bring me a lot of pain to read them. Now I am laughing at them. In then I'll say something about what is going to happen or something I'm getting or how I feel and I think "Well, Johnmy, you don't feel that way anymore now do you?" This is fun.


I had 153 entries on my old journal from April 03 to February 04
Including this entry, I have done 200 entries on GJ.
I have 353 journal entries. I'm insane.


Today I celebrated Thanksgiving with my family at my great aunt's house....who lives 40 minutes into the Nowhere Mountains. I ate dinner, then went upstairs and napped while watching Hook. Great film. Great director. Great cast.


I'm bored. Joshua's gonna be by around 11 to get me. Kickass.


Yeah, other than that stuff I was on the phone for a bit. That's all I've done all day. I could be considered a spy because my life is so action-packed.


Well, I think this entry is done. I'm gonna go dance naked in the woods with Tituba and get caught by Rev. Parris.
Now Feeling: bored
Now Playing: Iron and Wine - Such Great Heights




Lost in a forest....all alone    Nov. 28th, 2004 @ 01:31 am
Hey everyone. I can't think of a mood to choose. I'm sleepy, bored, hungry, sick, lonely, excited, blah, peaceful, and more! I'll come up with something. Anyway..


Yesterday was a good day. During the day, I went over to Matthew's and he was watching some JFK stuff cause he has to do a speech about the assassination stuff, then his family invited me to join them to go out to eat. So I did. We ate at Captain D's. It was my first time eating there. I had some crab, shrimp, fish stuff, hush puppies, fries, coleslaw. Good if I say so myself. Then we did something crazy...we went into Wal-Mart during Black Friday. Tons of people were in there. It was fun. I didn't buy anything then. I just wanted to go in and see if they had any DSs in...and they did. So I got home, and told mom that if she needed to go ahead and buy mine for Christmas so we went and I purchased my Nintendo DS. I also bought Kung Pow on DVD for $3.88. I love Black Friday.


I'm about to go to bed....so I'm just gonna spit the rest of it out.




Daniel and I ended up staying at Matthew's. We stayed up til 5 AM watching Jingle All the Way, playing Fusion Frenzy, Star Wars Battlefront, Halo 2, and watching ATHF. The next morning we all played X-Men Legends for a while until we decided to go to my house and watch Pitch Black and Chronicles of Riddick. Both were good. Joshua and Sarah came over for hours and played Donkey Konga and we helped clean up someone's computer that Joshua had to patch up.


Now I'm tired. It's 1:31. Goodnight kids.
Now Feeling: blank
Now Playing: The Used - I'm A Fake




I'm the biggest fan I've got right now    Nov. 28th, 2004 @ 11:26 am
I feel so lonely today. Not only lonely, but I feel like I'm aggravated by something. I'm not exactly sure what.


I wish someone would come over or invite me over. I want to spend time with another person today and not just myself, which is more than likely how today will end up. I hate this feeling. I'm in the mood where I'm not going to be happy unless I am around someone.


Fuck it. I don't want to say anything else. It's not like I have something to talk about anyway. This entry was beyond pointless. I hope you enjoyed it.
Now Feeling: lonely
Now Playing: The Killers - Andy, You're A Star




They know to only use their weapons for defense    Nov. 29th, 2004 @ 03:44 pm
In all honesty, this could be the best album I've ever heard. Nothing, and I mean nothing, is better than Power Rangers metal.




Today has sucked. Last night I went to bed around 11:30 and woke up like 30 times last night cause I was having trouble breathing thanks to my piece of shit throat and nose.


Words can't express how sick and drained I felt all day. I layed out 3 chairs in Ms. White's room and layed down....I was having trouble moving I was so tired. People said they could tell I looked extremely tired and sick. That's because I felt extremely tired and sick. Today did have a few semi-fun parts. But mostly I felt shitty so I wasn't in a real happy mood.


Today isn't worth talking about. I think I'm gonna end this and sit here....I should take a nap, but computers won't allow that.
Now Feeling: drained
Now Playing: Mighty Morphin' Power Rangers the Album: A Rock Adventure




Without it all I'm choking on nothing    Nov. 30th, 2004 @ 03:58 pm
Good afternoon. Another craptastic day. I'll get into that later. I'll go over last night.


Around 6 mom and myself left for the Town Center to Christmas shop. I got $120 in Christmas stuff for myself.
DS Games: Super Mario 64 DS and Feel the Magic XY/XX
DVDs: Master and Commander: the Far Side of the World, Requiem For A Dream, Pi
Shirts: Stormtrooper Crossbone Tee


It seemed like I spent every bit of the $100 mom gave me in 3 stores in like 10 minutes. I can't manage money. I spend it too fast. Mom later gave me the money to buy the shirt. I immediently knew which one I wanted. I love that beautiful piece of clothing. Maybe I can get mom to give it to me before Christmas. I want my stuff so bad.


Now on to today. It was not that good of a day. It wasn't completely terrible, but it wasn't good. I didn't feel too bad sick-wise. I had a runny nose but that's about it. Although when I was given time to think, I didn't feel too pleasant. I'm so damn lonely. I hate it. I fall in love with every girl I see nearly. It happened a million times at the mall. I can't fucking stand myself. At times like this, I feel like I'm not allowed to be happy. Anytime I do find happiness, it only sticks around for a very short while then ends.


I need to shut the hell up. All of my entries turn into this shit and I know none of you actually enjoy reading about it. I'm gonna go play Donkey Konga and try to get in a better mood. That game usually helps. Bye everyone.




EDIT (9:09 PM):
Well thanks to an hour with difficult songs in Donkey Konga, I feel a lot better than I did when I wrote that entry. So yay!
Now Feeling: crappy
Now Playing: The Killers - All These Things That I've Done




Look down the barrel of a gun and feel the moon replace the sun    Dec. 1st, 2004 @ 08:09 pm
Thinking about it....my big depressive rant in yesterday's entry was pointless. I had already said most of that stuff in other entries pretty much. Oh well I guess. I'm not in a bad mood today so I guess I'll talk about my day.


I wasn't going to go to school because I was still sick, but Meg convinced me to. So I get in first period, and she isn't in there. I thought she wasn't coming. She had me come, so she better come. hah She ended up being late and coming in second.
Second period we did questions.
Third period the class had an assignment, but Mrs. Steele told Jon and I to just copy the odd answers out of the back and turn them in while everyone else had to do all of it. I also had to make 2 trips out to her car to put stuff in there and I did my work for 4th period in there.
Fourth period I finished like 3 assignments.
Lunch I hung out with Meg, Chris, Joshua McM, ect.
Fifth the 4 of us sat there as usual. Erin and I went to get Gurty and Joshua McM like we do often.
Sixth people went over their lines for the play. I'm not in it anymore so I sat there and talked to Carrie. I drew a portrait of her in like 15 seconds. She thought her knees were her butt.
Seventh some woman from Marshall talked about college. It got me in a college-thinking mood and it got me happy.
Andrew was doing stuff afterschool so I had to ride the bus home. I HATE the bus.


Since I've been home I watched X-Play, ate the Wild Western Chicken Sandwich from Wendy's, played Donkey Konga for a bit, watched the final episode of Friends, and continued to sit here.


ANDREW GOT THE XL2!!
Phico Philms now has the best DV cam on the market. Phico Philms have taken the next step to being the greatest and biggest film company on Earth. It will happen. I guarentee it. We're in the process of taking over Smalltown and we're doing a good job.


I'm getting kinda sleepy but I'm not allowed to go to bed on Wednesdays until 10:30 at least because I refuse to miss an episode of South Park.


I think I'm done with this entry now. I will end it with a Robbie Williams quote


"Oh what a lovely holiday, there's nothing funny left to say"
Now Feeling: sick
Now Playing: The Cure - A Forest




First Strike is Deadly    Dec. 2nd, 2004 @ 07:49 pm
( My newest pic )


I went to Andrew' and played with the XL2 for a while. It's the greatest thing I've ever seen. That picture above was taken with it.


I think this will be my entry for the day. This is just as fun. If I feel like doing a regular entry later, then you'll get a double whammy on December 2nd.


Comment on how pretty I am.
Now Feeling: dorky
Now Playing: The Cure - Short Term Effect






im soo sorryJan. 7th, 2006 @ 07:46 pm I don't have anything interesting to say.


Well, I didn't get to go to David's which blows.


I bought World of Warcraft so I've dedicated my life to that.


If you need me, I'll be in Azeroth.


End of line.